Guess where am I now? OMG really can't believe that I am actually at Genting right now. After a late movie with my classmates, they suddenly decided to go genting. So here we go. Lols

Well, they went in casino and I am at McDonalds right now waiting for them to come out =) I do hope they win tons of money and treat me for a free breakfast later =) When can I go into the Casino and go crazy with them? Lols. Or u all want to buy me a theme park entrance and throw me inside the theme park? Lols. What a crazy gang of classmates I had. Gonna enjoy my last year in uni with them =)

My uni life is quite busy with the start of thesis and assignment as well as the last midterm this thrusday.

I hope Friday will not come. Can we just stop the time? I don't feel like going down from Genting and face the reality.

I would like to share with you all an essay written by my brother to his form teacher. Can't imagine that a standard 6 student will write such an essay to his teacher.

老师，我有话对您说

老师，当我第一天转入这所学校就读后，您便多了一个‘孩子’。您对我无微不至的照顾和呵护，使我从学习中产生了很大的兴趣。老师，感激您，让我在学习生涯里充满自信。

您还记得吗？上一次的月考，我的国语试卷考得很不理想，我便整天闷闷不乐，脸上没有一丝儿笑容。当您发现后，我还以为您会责骂我，但您是上前来安慰我，并对我说：“失败是成功之母”，这次失败了没关系，只要你肯下功夫，你有朝一日一定会成功的。”我听了这番话，我便开始哽咽了，眼泪不听使唤的流淌着。

老师，您也教了我许多人生道理。记得有一次，我因要进行值日工作而比一些同学迟出教室。当时，我听见班上的方铭同学新买的钢笔，我便偷偷地拿走了。我的所作所为不幸地被您看到了，您叫我把笔放回方铭的桌上。顿时，我感到无地自容，十分惭愧。我也答应您不再随意拿别人的东西。就这样，您教我做一个诚实的孩子。

老师，您还记得吗？我本来是一个从来都不敢参加任何比赛的“胆小鬼”。可是，我就是很羡慕同学们神采飞扬地在台上得奖。结果，您鼓励我参加歌唱比赛。虽然我得不到奖，可是我获得了一个非常重要的人生道理-勇于接受挑战。

此外，当我生病时，您没忘记我的健康。您也会再三嘱咐我不能吃一些煎炸的食物，多喝水。当时，我深深的体会到您是多么地关怀我。

老师，我一直都想对您说，那就是“老师，我爱您！”。

Well, finally finished another mid-term today. It was a multiple choice questions where everyone of us can actually cheat during the exam. For sure, people will choose to sit beside those smarter people. Normally they have the high demand during the test. Well, I am not one of them but I do hope to sit beside of those smarter people. At last, I just try my best to do on my own and I know my results will be bad for this semester. Nvm, just have to forget about it.

I really do not like last minutes work. But sometimes I just can't control myself to finish everything by last minute. Again, I really have to try to adapt myself. And if possible, change the way of doing things. Maybe sometimes I am too over-confident and this make many people thought that I am really that smart. Well, I am just an ordinary girl.

When sometimes is really none of your business, we should really shut up and not to bother other people's matter because we will accidentally misrepresent the fact. Silence is Golden.

Everyone have the freedom to choose their loves one =) No one can stop you from it. Just don't get influenced by the rumors around you. Be brave and tough! Prove to everyone that you could make it! I will try my best to give my full support to you =)

Kinda emo this few days. Same case, i don't really know what happened to me recently.

I just want to settle everything down. Is it so hard for me to do that? Staring at the notes but then my mind is elsewhere.


ARGH! Really stuck. Don't even know what to blog. Haiz, shall end my blog here!

Quite a number of things to blog today. First of all, some unknown creatures went into our house last midnight. We wondering what is it. Rats or Monkey? Or some unknown creatures? We still haven't figure it out.

Each of us seems to be having our own unsolved problems. How come people nonstop encounter with this different challenges throughout their lives? Why we just can't live in a peaceful and problem-free world?

Was so angry today. Week 10 need to pass up one assignment without guidelines? She din even bother to teach us how to do and assume we all know how to do? I really hope you read my blog and see how bad you are over here. And please stop your irritating sound. I really can't stand it.

Having a severe gastric now. Hope with the control of medicine I will feel better.

Why can't I just be a little bit more stupid next time? Just don't bother anything and pretend I know nothing.

Shall end my blog here! Sorry if I am too rude over here =)

Back to posting after quite some time of slacking. Let me refresh, how's my life recently? Well, it is quite confused. Confused in the sense that sometimes I don't really know what am I doing.

Had a short midterm last wednesday. But then my answer all different from my classmates. Until yesterday night I finally figured out why am I wrong. OMG, I just can't forget that I lost plenty of marks because of my careless mistake.

This week will be the week where we have to pass up our first assignment. Well, I did a quite easy part for this assignment because I am the one finalizing the assignment as usual. After 2 years of finalizing assignment I should be able to get used to it. But dunno why this semester I feel a sudden stress when I have to finalize all the assignment. 'Should I be the one finalizing?' That's what I am thinking in my mind right now. Maybe I scare I couldn't handle the job well.

Have you all ever treat someone as your bus stop? Bus stop meaning that when you need that person then only you will find him/her or in other word, you treat that person as substitute. I am wondering how's the feeling will be if someone really treat you as bus stop.

Shall end my blog here =)

3^rd July 2008

Another day of excitement. Went to McDonalds to have my dinner with my notebook and enjoyed the wireless access over there. The feeling is kinda fun.

Heard quite a number of shocking news today. I dunno why they all come at the same time. Some will really influence my life indirectly. Hope that all the problems have the best solution because there are things that couldn’t turn back anymore. Haiz, my emotional feelings again.

Should end my blog here.

6th July 2008

Lols, Having a busy life over here. Met my thesis supervisor last friday and have to start my thesis by browsing through the journals related to my topic of research. Thesis life started =x Having another midterm on this coming wednesday. Hope that i can reli do well =) Then comes to the assignment due date.

A sad news over there =x I cannot back to ipoh every weekends d. So sad =(

Dunno why nonstop dying in maple. Lvl103 90+% nonstop dying. Should be something wrong with me. Lols.

Going back to KL early in the morning tomorrow. Shall end my blog here. May God wish me all the best in my final year at UTAR =)

Finally I am able to online. But using wireless from somewhere else. Wondering what happen to my house. Just couldn't online. And hope that the line I am using is stable enough for me to use whole day. Lols.

Finished another midterm yesterday. But OMG, I couldn't copy my friend's answer. Lols. So ended up dunno how to do. But nevermind, it's all over =)

My previous blog sure frightened alot of my readers. But then I am perfectly alright now. So, no worries ya.

MIA and will be back when my router is fix =)

1^st July 2008

Wanna blog but then something wrong with my Internet connection, so temporary blog it here. The feeling is kinda weird after I back to sg long. Everything seems to change. Issit I am having problem with my interpersonal or social skills? I seem cannot communicate with anyone here. Everyone seems to hate me or even backstab me.

Issit I think too much? Or everything is just like normal but then I make it complicated? I don’t really know. No more laughter, but only tears and sorrow. I don’t know what happened to me recently.

That is a friend of mine that we usually share our feelings to each other. I no longer have anything to share with, so I prefer to be self-disclose sometimes. Just talk to my blog and hope that it will understand and try to help me. But deep in my heart, I know it won’t.

While I am blogging now, I am thinking of whether to put this blog in my public or private blog. Maybe I should put it in my public blog and let everyone knows my feelings.

Gonna have one mid-term test in this afternoon. Don’t have mood to study at all. Yesterday night 9.30pm I went to sleep without even look at the notes. Then 3am jumped up from the bed to study. 4am fell asleep again, and woke up 8am in the morning. What happened to me? My routine all mixed up.

Wondering how’s other perceptions on me. Bad-tempered, emotional? That’s what I am thinking bout myself. Lots of them said I changed a lot from TARC to UTAR. Maybe I just din change a lot. The same old bad-tempered and emotional girl.

Really gonna end my blog here. Start my study for my test later. May God help me to walk through the toughest part of my life. Show me the direction please~