Was kinda moody this few days and I wonder why. Maybe I am too busy with my salary report as well as my March timetable to be submitted with a lot of amendments from my superiors here and there.

I am so forgetful that I placed my keys and pendrive inside my office and I locked the office without the keys and end up searching high and low for it. I am so forgetful that I leave my punch card at my office and leaving my office without punching in and out.

It is really hard to settle your things because whenever you wanna finish it, there are some obstacles that stop you from doing it. I always want to settle things fast so that I don't have to worry in the future. I do not like to drag my work and I will try my best to finish it as soon as possible. But there are alot of circumstances here and there that will stop you from accomplishing your task.

Having to stuck in the middle is another obstacles of life. A may ask you to follow instruction A and B will ask you to follow instruction B. Which one should you choose? You cannot make either one angry because they are the one who decide everything for you. They are the one who support your life. Do we really have to place a bet in either A or B and let the God to decide whether you are right or wrong? Finally I understand the meaning ' life is like gambling', in other words struggling to make a decision that you yourself don't know whether is correct or wrong.

Well, enough of theories. Shall end my blog here. Goodnight to all my dear readers =)

Again is the time to blog and express my feelings. Time passes so fast. And so fast I am back to work. Suddenly I miss my sg. long life so much. One year ago we were struggling for midterm test this time and we can see fireworks nearly every night at sg. long. Normally I won't bother bout the fireworks and I will have my own sweet sleeping time and yet my cousin sister and my housemate will be watching the fireworks through the window. Now that everyone of us already graduate and leave Sg. Long. =(

I am struggling for my assignments now =( So so so lazy to start doing and yet dateline is next month. One more month to submit 3 assignments together at the same date. How am I going to finish it if I continue to slack this way -.-

Seriously not in a good mood now. I thought I can let go everything and just stay calm and steady. But till today I realize I can't make it. I appear to be quite nervous in handling cases, and I will still think about it even though it already passed. Why can't I just forget everything and let it go and let it disappear as time goes by? Why do I want to mention it again and again and put myself into dilemma?

But I know I can. I can make it a beautiful and wonderful life to live on =) I won't put myself into a difficult situation. I have to know to protect myself and not to get hurt anymore!!!

Suddenly in a mood to blog and so here I am =)

Happy CNY to everyone of you. Hope you do enjoy your CNY although it seems that alot of you are complaining that it is actually quite boring but this is the only time in the year where all family members can gather together and enjoy the celebration. So we shall appreciate it.

As we are growing, CNY seems not to be so fun after all. No more fireworks, firecrackers. Left only all kinds of junk food and drinks on the table and also playing cards.

As for me, this is the best time for me to take a break and rest before heading back to work 2 days later. But once you entered into this industry, it is really hard for you to even take a short break. You will still receive phone calls from your company asking you to solve up cases on behalf of them even though you are off. They will still call you up asking for opinion.

Why do people always wanted to get into a relationship? Is it so bad or so pity to be single? Or they need someone to dote them or someone to talk to?

My post today is so random. I just type out whatever is in my mind right now. Shall end my blog here =)

Wonder do I really look fierce coz quite a number of my company staffs saying that I am fierce. Is it really the truth?

Few more days to Chinese New Year. This is the first year that I have to work on 1st day of Chinese New Year. Well, shall enjoy my work though. I am like facing boxes and boxes of mandarin oranges from morning to night. Now I am so phobia to see boxes of mandarin oranges in front of me. Maybe tonight I will start dreaming that I am selling mandarin oranges.

It is really good to work in supermarket during festive season. You can see different kind of situations, different kind of customers etc and etc but with all the extend business hours where we have to work till 11 plus is kinda exhausted.

Shall end my blog here. Looking forward to the upcoming chinese new year!!

I HATE EVERYONE!

I just don't know why I feel so frustrated now. So so so angry with everyone! So many days of full working day and finally I have one fine day to reach home early. I just wanna do the things I want. Why am I prohibited to do so?

You want is your matter. Is none of my business. Why you wanna ruined my day? Why can't you just tolerate with me? I am like now attached to you. Do I have to follow you? I have my own rights okay? That's my business. What the heck you care about??

Seriously not in a good mood. I shall just scold and scold and scold here. Missed a reunion lunch with my colleagues today and ended up having my pity little lunch at office with a few colleagues accompanying me. I know all of them do doted me alot =) They packed up everything for me, trying to console me when I get scoldings from others, trying to ask me to let go. A Big Thanks to all of them =)

They are much more better compare to those who is only good to you when they need you. When they do not need you they don't even mind to look and talk to you. And also those who only know how to find troubles from you. Whenever they have troubles, they will ask you to solve it up but in fact do we really have to help you out? Why can't you just try to solve it up yourself? People really good at avoiding their own responsibility.

Conclusion for today, I hate everyone! I hate those ruined my day, hate those who scolded me for nothing, hate those no heart people who doesn't even mind to find me. HATE EVERYONE!