Can't fall asleep in the middle of the night so I hope with the help of blogging can make me fall asleep faster. Feeling hungry right now but I don't think will find something to eat late at night. Got plenty of pictures to be uploaded but I am so lazy to use the photobucket so I shall upload it when I really have the time to do so.

Another year end and it was the last day of the year 2009 right now. Any vision for the coming year? Any guidance to my future? Will start my master degree programme soon and seems like 2010 is going to be a very busy year for me as I have to work and study at the same time.

My recent life is so sucks as a lot of unhappy things happening to me and around me. Everytime I wanna solve it but seem things are getting even worst. The higher you are, the lesser friends you gonna have. The more you wanna control, the more you won't be able to let go. Sometimes people are not satisfied with the authority they have, they are asking for more and crossing the border line.

Dear all, don't try to mess up with me. You will gonna get it from me. By hook or by crook I will make sure you get the same thing as I get.

I am always trying my best to help things out. But do people really appreciate what I have done? Or I am actually making things getting worst?

I always tell myself to stay strong when facing with any obstacles. But it is really not easy.

When you lost something that you are having and holding it for quite some time, you will feel uneasy. Even a small thing like pen or doll that you already have some kind of feelings on it, you will feel so hard to let go.

Remember once I lost my pencil case that have been with me for many years, I cried.
Another incident was my mum urge me to throw away the 'pillow' that I have been hugging for years, I cried.

What if some day someone I love leaving me, should I be crying too?

I know this post is in a mess. I myself is in a real mess right now =(