Have been MIA recently because I was quite busy with my work. A happy belated 21st birthday to me =) Busy till I don't even have the time to really celebrate.

Every end of the month is really troubling. Learning how to generate salary, planning management time table, planning foreign workers manpower requisitions, settling conflicts among staffs and plus the upcoming stock take really driving me crazy. Tons of things to be done, tons of documents to be signed..

Anyway I shall stop complaining. Will have a longer posting when I really have the time to do so. Stay tunes =)

Regretted. I should really read properly before I make any decision. What to do now?

Already two weeks I have started my work. Encountered all kind of ups and downs. Challenges are ahead of me as I am reporting to my own outlet on this coming Monday. Tomorrow will be my last day to learn and to ask whatever I am not clear regarding my job scopes and responsibilities.

Sometimes I feel like letting go. As time passing by things are changing as well. It may not be what it used to be. The kind of feelings are just different from the past. Ya, I admit sometimes I like to think a lot of nonsenses and so I hope what in my mind are craps and they won't happen. Maybe you are right. We shall not think and keep going. Things may turn out to be better.

I do enjoy listening to some soothing songs but whenever I listen to such songs, the feeling is kinda weird. For no reason you may feel sad. I may seem tough when handling things but in fact I am kinda soft inside. I need guidance and support too.

Quite exhausted after 2 weeks of working but when you try to think the good side of it you will actually feel better. I admit things are just getting different after I start working and I hope I can cope with all the differences and make my life better and do not let anyone or anything to interfere me.

Hope the day where I can write a fantastic blog of my own will come soon as I am still using broken english here and there to come out with a piece of blog. May all my wishes come true. I am kinda excited to my coming birthday. I know I may not have any celebration but I do hope the day will come soon.

Another tiring week. 2 consecutively full days from morning to night and one morning shift but back at 7.30pm. Back to my own outlet today to rush some paperwork to be submitted to HQ. Things are all messed up as I haven't actually reporting to my own outlet.

My challenging tasks continue from day to day. First day helping out in my own outlet really troubles me. We can really face different kind of different situations there.

Hope I can really adapt myself to this working environment and not to give up =)

Shall end my blog here.

Looks like I am going to describe more and more bout my daily job in my upcoming post. Was kinda envy when I saw all my former secondary classmates were actually enjoying their lives:
Some already engaged;
Some planning to get married soon;
Some seems to be so free with their work that they can online and facebook-ing or uploading their blog during their work hours;
Some can even sign in their msn during their working hours;
Some still studying in local universities;
Some studying abroad and planning to continue their masters;
Some are traveling overseas;
etc....

But one thing I am quite relieve is that I am no longer jobless anymore. At least I found myself a job. My job may not sound so wonderful like many others do but I do enjoy it so far. More for me to learn and to adapt to this total new working environment.

Spent my off-day with my families; we had our breakfast, lunch and dinner together. Although I can only spend one full day with them, I was able to share all the things that I encountered during my work with them and tell them bout my job scope and description. It is really a superb sunday staying at home =)

And one more thing, my grandpa was so impressed when he knew that I found a job in Ipoh. He kept on asking me about my salary, when can I get my salary, what am I working as, where I work, what is my working hours, ........ At least I do not disapoint him. I found myself a job and I guess he is kinda proud of me too. By looking at his facial expression I can feel the happiness inside his heart. Don't worry, I will try my best to keep up my good work.

A special thanks to all my friends and families that have been supporting me since I was small. 18 more days I am officially an adult, turning into 21 years old. Don't call me xiao mei mei anymore and don't start to call me aunty as well. It is kinda saddening when people is calling you aunty when you are only 21 years old =(

Shall end my blog here!

Yay, I don't have to work tomorrow. Super duper good news for me. Perhaps my work is the most tiring work compare to all my previous schoolmates. Almost every day I don't have my lunch or dinner on time. It seems like I am the businesswoman working from day to night. =x Ya, to be frank, my work is kinda tiring as I have to work from 10-10 almost every day. Many things to be learned and my things to be taken over.

Was planning what am I going to do for this precious one-day off per week. I shall spend all my time sleeping at home. Don't ask me to go any supermarkets as I am already in my own company's supermarket every day from checking warehouse to staying at office doing all the paper works.

1 more week of training and I am going back to my respective branch to start my routine there. No more senior over there and maybe I have to settle my own lunch and dinner myself =(

I shall really stay firm and tough. That's one of my job requirements. I shall not let any people to have chance to bully me. And I shall have a more mature look so that all people will scare at me.

Shall end my blog here.

Feeling better now. A big thanks to Kenny G and all my tears that have been sacrificed =x Hoping for the best =) I shall not care anymore!!!

I need some soothing music to accompany me to sleep tonight!!!!

Super damn pissed off and not in good mood now. Allow me to express my feelings over here.

I hate you for not waiting.
I hate you for not concerning.
I hate you for not letting me to let go my pissed feelings.

Because of you I have to sacrifice my precious time.
Because of you I have to cry silently.
Because of you I have to bear with all the scoldings.
Because of you I have to learn to let go.
Because of you I have to learn not to put you in the important place.
Because of you I have to adjust everything.

HATE YOU!!!!

Working Day 1

I failed my mission to update my blog daily as I started working yesterday. My work was extremely exhausted as I am working in a retail outlet. My working hours are long, I need to work for extra days especially festive season and my workloads are quite alot too.

When I first stepped into the outlet yesterday, the security guard shouted at me. Oh well, he thought I am one of the promoters there and he disallowed me for bringing my handphone in. He shouted something like this, "Hey don't you know handphones are not allowed?" LOL. After that only I found out that all employees from the management side are allowed to bring their handphones in. AND when the guard got to know my position, his attitude was like 360 degree changed. OKAY FINE! Bear with him as I am still a freshie.

As for my lead supervisors, all of them do taught me a lot of things. They even brought me out for lunch and ask someone to take care of me when both of them are not free. I really appreciate them for teaching me all my individual responsibilities. I am currently undergoing a 2 weeks training lead by my supervisors. After that I have to transfer to another outlet where no one will actually lead me. Perhaps no one will bring me out for lunch too =(

Although my work is kinda tiring, I found it quite challenging. This is because I am not only handling with all the paper work, I have to deal with some people as well. And most of all, working in this department is really my area of interest. I have been telling my friends and family that I hope I can actually join this department after graduating and there I am, stepping into the door of this department.

More and more things for me to absorb and I hope I can really deal with it well =)