A wonderful day out with my lovely sista who came all the way from KL. As usual, Ipoh doesn't have a lot of fancy places to visit. We went to all the caves nearby and brought them to some local food stalls. Visiting ipoh is just like a 'eating trip'. Eat and eat and eat from morning till night.

My final test is around the corner. About 2 weeks to go. This is the first time I am having final test for my masters program. With such a short time period to study and revise, I wonder how am I going to score all the papers.

I am in a dilemma now, whether to continue or to let go after considering all the circumstances. I need someone to talk to but I don't know who will be the correct people. I am so scare that I have talk to someone that I shouldn't.

Yeah, you all are right. Our lives do have ups and downs. When there is any change in the environment, I may not able to adapt for the first few days but I found out that as time goes by, I began to adapt to it. At first I thought I couldn't accept it at all, but it turns out to be just fine.

Whatever it is, the decision will still goes back to us. I hope that I am choosing the correct path. Gambateh!

You would never know what he wants. You can never expect anything from him. This is because you will only receive scoldings and complaints from him. No matter how right you are he will still find some mistakes for you. When you try to do something extra, he is expecting even more from you.

When you are about to let go, he came in and persuade you not to let go and must stay strong. You will never have chance to request for anything. You just have to be a good follower and listener.

When you give any suggestion, he will say that your suggestion is useless. When he propose a suggestion, eventhough it is not effective you must support him.

When he makes any mistakes, you are the one who have to explain for him. When you make mistakes, please do your own explanation.

When there are cases which he cannot settle himself, he will ask for your assistance. On the other hand when you have any problems, you have to find your own solution.

What a intense environment........

Shall stop neglecting my blog. Here I am back to posting :)

Life have been quite miserable in this 2 months. My work life beginning more and more stressful as I have to handle my work and assignments at the same time. Further more, there is sudden change in the structure of work in my company.

But in this 8 months after joining the company, I can feel that I am really growing up. I wonder whether others do have this kind of challenges in their life but I really feel it and got through it. At first the feeling sucks but my manager was right. We need to have positive attitude and always ready to adapt to new environment. By resigning is just the way to avoid problems and you will never grow. Worst still one day you will be stagnant. That's what my manager shared with me when I was depressed.

I am really glad that I have colleagues who support me and are willing to listen to me.

By the way, Happy Mother's Day!!!!! Shall end my blog here.