Drinking alcoholic drinks is really that fun? Or it is really enjoyable to get drunk? Why must everyone drink when they feel depressed? Is there any other ways to reduce your sadness and stress?

For me I rather hide myself in my room and cry. Cry out Loud! I think it is really a better way for me rather than getting drunk as I don't really like alcoholic drinks.

My viruses in my mind are getting lesser and lesser. I am sure by one day all of them will gone and I shall say bye bye to YOU!

Short and sweet. Shall end my blog here

Back from KL - as usual a short trip to KL to meet all my beloved and to go for a short shopping there. I don't really have the time to walk around as I was quite exhausted after a day of working and rush straight down to KL. Ending up it was quite a rush trip. Should really take one day leave next time if I am planning to KL again.

I was just about to clear up all the so called 'viruses' in my mind but all of them seem to be arousing me once again. Why do you all want to interrupt me when I am already 'deleted' all of it? How can I actually get rid of all those 'viruses'? You know it really needs a long long time to clear up all the 'viruses'? Perhaps I shall use a stronger and better anti virus software to delete all the viruses in my mind.

My part time course gonna start on next weekend. Kinda excited since it has been some time that I never touch notes and slides. Hope that in this new year everything will be fine for me. Praying hard to strive for the best =)

OMG. I can't sleep without my daily routine and now I am still awake mapling =x

When I am about to forget and let go everything, things occurred again. Why you want to appear in such a wrong timing?

But I know I can make it =) Gambateh!!

Things are turning out to be good now although it may not be a good start of 2010 for me.
I begin to let go,
I begin to stay calm when handling cases,
I begin to find the best solution for problems,
I begin to forget something that I tried very hard not to think about it,
And most of all,
I begin to treasure everyone who loves and cares about me =)

Wondering when I can have the mood to blog more often and not once in a blue moon. Alot of unexpected things happening around me recently, something that is unpredictable and unbelievable that I myself couldn't accept the fact that it is happening.

Entering into the new year of 2010 means a lot to me. Again it was our family yearly routine to celebrate our countdown celebration at KL and we spent another day in genting. It was my first time entering Genting Casino.

Had a small gathering with my ex-unimates but it is kinda sad that many of them couldn't make it on that day. I wish that someone will arrange a gathering next time for all of us to meet up once again as it is really hard to gather all up because most of us are working at different places.

I miss the feeling of texting. I remembered during my high school time where I used to text from morning to night with my friends. Maybe I already grown up or what I have no one to text with me now =(

Have been suffering from flu and cough since yesterday and I hope I can cure soon.

Shall end my blog here.

Can't fall asleep in the middle of the night so I hope with the help of blogging can make me fall asleep faster. Feeling hungry right now but I don't think will find something to eat late at night. Got plenty of pictures to be uploaded but I am so lazy to use the photobucket so I shall upload it when I really have the time to do so.

Another year end and it was the last day of the year 2009 right now. Any vision for the coming year? Any guidance to my future? Will start my master degree programme soon and seems like 2010 is going to be a very busy year for me as I have to work and study at the same time.

My recent life is so sucks as a lot of unhappy things happening to me and around me. Everytime I wanna solve it but seem things are getting even worst. The higher you are, the lesser friends you gonna have. The more you wanna control, the more you won't be able to let go. Sometimes people are not satisfied with the authority they have, they are asking for more and crossing the border line.

Dear all, don't try to mess up with me. You will gonna get it from me. By hook or by crook I will make sure you get the same thing as I get.

I am always trying my best to help things out. But do people really appreciate what I have done? Or I am actually making things getting worst?

I always tell myself to stay strong when facing with any obstacles. But it is really not easy.

When you lost something that you are having and holding it for quite some time, you will feel uneasy. Even a small thing like pen or doll that you already have some kind of feelings on it, you will feel so hard to let go.

Remember once I lost my pencil case that have been with me for many years, I cried.
Another incident was my mum urge me to throw away the 'pillow' that I have been hugging for years, I cried.

What if some day someone I love leaving me, should I be crying too?

I know this post is in a mess. I myself is in a real mess right now =(