Finally I am able to online. But using wireless from somewhere else. Wondering what happen to my house. Just couldn't online. And hope that the line I am using is stable enough for me to use whole day. Lols.

Finished another midterm yesterday. But OMG, I couldn't copy my friend's answer. Lols. So ended up dunno how to do. But nevermind, it's all over =)

My previous blog sure frightened alot of my readers. But then I am perfectly alright now. So, no worries ya.

MIA and will be back when my router is fix =)

1^st July 2008

Wanna blog but then something wrong with my Internet connection, so temporary blog it here. The feeling is kinda weird after I back to sg long. Everything seems to change. Issit I am having problem with my interpersonal or social skills? I seem cannot communicate with anyone here. Everyone seems to hate me or even backstab me.

Issit I think too much? Or everything is just like normal but then I make it complicated? I don’t really know. No more laughter, but only tears and sorrow. I don’t know what happened to me recently.

That is a friend of mine that we usually share our feelings to each other. I no longer have anything to share with, so I prefer to be self-disclose sometimes. Just talk to my blog and hope that it will understand and try to help me. But deep in my heart, I know it won’t.

While I am blogging now, I am thinking of whether to put this blog in my public or private blog. Maybe I should put it in my public blog and let everyone knows my feelings.

Gonna have one mid-term test in this afternoon. Don’t have mood to study at all. Yesterday night 9.30pm I went to sleep without even look at the notes. Then 3am jumped up from the bed to study. 4am fell asleep again, and woke up 8am in the morning. What happened to me? My routine all mixed up.

Wondering how’s other perceptions on me. Bad-tempered, emotional? That’s what I am thinking bout myself. Lots of them said I changed a lot from TARC to UTAR. Maybe I just din change a lot. The same old bad-tempered and emotional girl.

Really gonna end my blog here. Start my study for my test later. May God help me to walk through the toughest part of my life. Show me the direction please~

Back to Ipoh. Life is really great in Ipoh. Not like the 'stress' atmosphere at sg long.

Everything seems to be different after some times. The gap and distance is becoming bigger and bigger.

Well, hope that everything will be fine =) World Peace =x

Finished one midterm today. The questions were out of expectations. I did notes of nearly all the topics but none of them came out today. Well, maybe those rumours did affect my feelings. But I know is over and I am not going to think bout it anymore. Thanks to all my friends who supported me =)

After that, I skipped a lecture and a society meeting and went MidValley to meet my secondary schoolmates. Was having fun with them although we just sat at McDonalds and started to chit-chat. Since we are apart, we seldom meet each other. Talked bout our secondary school life and I began to miss the time when we were used to be in secondary school.

Was quite depressed for the past few days coz of that stupid rumour. But I guess is alright now =) Sorry if I had thrown tantrum on anyone of you. I didn't mean to do that to you all =x

I don't feel like staying in Sg Long. It is nothing but stress. STRESS ENVIRONMENT. Even though you don't have any stress, Sg Long and the person around you will make you feel the stress automatically. STRESS, please stay away from me!

Long long time that I din update my blog. Coz my life was so so. Nothing special happen. Just went to uni as usual.

People are becoming more and more irresponsible. When there is something that they couldn't settle, they will just throw the ball to you. Sometimes no choice, you just have to accept the ball.

Suddenly heard a shock news last night. Someone is spreading the rumours that I get married and pregnant edi OMG, was wondering who spread this rumours out. Issit because I mentioned something bout marry in my previous blog and they thought I am getting marry + pregnant d? Or my tummy is getting bigger so you all assume tat I pregnant d? Maybe I really have to slim down. lols. OMG I can't accept this news. Coz of this I just couldn't sleep well for the whole night.

Issit someone purposely wanna spoil my reputation? Or issit someone hate me till the extend and wanna hurt me in such a way? Getting marry and pregnant is something very far away from me. What I did that make them think that I am married and pregnant d? Please stop spreading this news. I AM NOT PREGNANT and I AM NOT MARRIED YET!!!!

The only time I mentioned about marry is in MAPLE STORY, an online game. NOT REAL LIFE!!!

TO ANYONE WHO SPREAD THIS NEWS, PLEASE STOP IT!!! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANYTHING BOUT THIS ANYMORE!

Gonna have my first mid-term on wednesday. Haiz, the news really affects my feelings. Being said that you are married and pregnant are not something good to me. Wondering how's other perceptions towards me when this news is spreading around in Ipoh. If I know who is the one who spread this nonsense out, you are going to get it!!!!

Again lots of different feelings floating in my mind now. Again I couldn't express it out. We just have to be tough to go through all the obstacles in our lives. We are no longer small kids. We have to learn to be more mature. Things are becoming more and more tough as time goes by.

Had a very long dinner tonight. Spent my dinner with my housemates at McDonalds. Four of us have a lot of topics to talk about. We took 2 hours to finish our dinner. Lols

Finally manage to finish nearly all the things that have to be done. Gonna start doing my assignment and thesis soon.

Patched maple today. A new world has been added. Till now i dun really have the intention to create a character in the new world. Yay, Sg boss finally returned. Went to boss today.

Sometimes life in maple is much more simple than what we have in the real life. Nothing to worry about. How I wish I can live in the maple world. Getting marry in maple, earning millions of money by just killing the mobs inside. Just that sometimes i don't like the way the small kids behaving in maple. Kinda childish.

Issit sometimes I am too over confident? Maybe I am =x

One more year we will be heading to another stage of our life. We have to enter the society. More challenges are waiting for us. STAY TOUGH ,my friends

Nonstop logging in and out but I don't really know what to blog here. Lots of feeling floating in my mind but I just couldn't express all of it out.

Well, this is my second week in Sg Long. Everything is going fine here. Housemates are nice, classmates remain the same. Nothing much difference here. But there are tons of work to be done. No choice. It is my responsibility to finish the task. I hate to do it!

Feel quite moody again. Maybe sometimes I should stay alone. I am facing some problems to communicate with others. Nothing to talk? Not close enough? I don't exactly know what goes wrong with me.

Really don't know how to express my feelings here. Maybe I should keep it to myself. Everything will be fine.

Shall end my blog here.