The World of Mine

2010-11-27T22:04:00.002+08:00

Perhaps all my followers are gone as they think that I do not update my blog anymore. But blogging still serves as a mini dairy for me to write down all my feelings and thoughts.

Today is my rest day and this is the first time i sleep until 1pm as I do not need to wake up early to go to work? Life is so great during off day where there is not disturbance from colleagues.

My final exam is approaching next week. Just hope I can try my best to strive for it!

2010-11-21T17:45:00.002+08:00

It has been quite some time since I last update my blog. Perhaps was about few months back? Someone reminded me about my blog and so here I am....

Life have been ups and downs. Perhaps I was struggling these few months and I don't even have the time to upload my blog.

I am like entering into another generation. No longer active in facebook, no longer active in blogging and no longer active in my favorite maple story where I used to be. What I did every day was work, home, assignment, sleep and the routine goes on and on.

Friends and family are complaining, RESIGN AND GET A BETTER JOB. That was the usual thing I heard from them. It has already been a norm to receive such complaints from them.

I shall not comment much on the above as I have my own thoughts. I do hope they can understand me. Don't ask me why aren't you leaving your job now? Please......

Actually a lot of things are troubling it where it includes some which couldn't be written into words.

2010-05-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

A wonderful day out with my lovely sista who came all the way from KL. As usual, Ipoh doesn't have a lot of fancy places to visit. We went to all the caves nearby and brought them to some local food stalls. Visiting ipoh is just like a 'eating trip'. Eat and eat and eat from morning till night.

My final test is around the corner. About 2 weeks to go. This is the first time I am having final test for my masters program. With such a short time period to study and revise, I wonder how am I going to score all the papers.

I am in a dilemma now, whether to continue or to let go after considering all the circumstances. I need someone to talk to but I don't know who will be the correct people. I am so scare that I have talk to someone that I shouldn't.

Yeah, you all are right. Our lives do have ups and downs. When there is any change in the environment, I may not able to adapt for the first few days but I found out that as time goes by, I began to adapt to it. At first I thought I couldn't accept it at all, but it turns out to be just fine.

Whatever it is, the decision will still goes back to us. I hope that I am choosing the correct path. Gambateh!

2010-05-12T22:44:00.002+08:00

You would never know what he wants. You can never expect anything from him. This is because you will only receive scoldings and complaints from him. No matter how right you are he will still find some mistakes for you. When you try to do something extra, he is expecting even more from you.

When you are about to let go, he came in and persuade you not to let go and must stay strong. You will never have chance to request for anything. You just have to be a good follower and listener.

When you give any suggestion, he will say that your suggestion is useless. When he propose a suggestion, eventhough it is not effective you must support him.

When he makes any mistakes, you are the one who have to explain for him. When you make mistakes, please do your own explanation.

When there are cases which he cannot settle himself, he will ask for your assistance. On the other hand when you have any problems, you have to find your own solution.

What a intense environment........

2010-05-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

Shall stop neglecting my blog. Here I am back to posting :)

Life have been quite miserable in this 2 months. My work life beginning more and more stressful as I have to handle my work and assignments at the same time. Further more, there is sudden change in the structure of work in my company.

But in this 8 months after joining the company, I can feel that I am really growing up. I wonder whether others do have this kind of challenges in their life but I really feel it and got through it. At first the feeling sucks but my manager was right. We need to have positive attitude and always ready to adapt to new environment. By resigning is just the way to avoid problems and you will never grow. Worst still one day you will be stagnant. That's what my manager shared with me when I was depressed.

I am really glad that I have colleagues who support me and are willing to listen to me.

By the way, Happy Mother's Day!!!!! Shall end my blog here.

2010-03-17T23:15:00.002+08:00

It is really hard to study and work at the same time. Morning you have to to work and at night you have to do your assignment especially when your assignment datelines are around the corner.

I have a very very fruitful weekends for the month of March. First weekend I spent it at the saloon, second weekend I went to KL for my cousin sister's convocation, third weekend I am going to SG and the forth weekend I am having my monthly tutorial class. What a busy month I have.

Once in a blue moon I wil still feel moody. I am still struggling to make a decision. But I know that I have to make it one day and I hope that I am choosing the correct path.

My manager asked me this question, "What kind of job would you prefer? Front-line or back-end? Do you like to serve customers or to be in hotel or f&b industry?"

My answer rather tough and firm and I answered him. "I prefer back-end or administrative job where I don't have to deal with customers. Hotel or F&B doesn't suit me coz I am not in favor of servicing line."

Through the conversation I can roughly know what kind of job I would prefer to and I began to think that I have chose the right subject for my degree. Glad to hear that :)

Okay okay. Shall stop crapping and back to my stupid dupid assignment =(

2010-03-08T21:30:00.002+08:00

Seems like no peeps missing me as no one read my blog recently. Sad case but my blog shall remain as the place for me to express my feelings especially when I am very very frustrated.

Here I am today, not in the right mood, and my tears are like waterfall wanna roll down from my eyes. Perhaps is the time for me to let go everything and enjoy myself to the max. Planning for trips to KL and SG, planning to have fun somewhere and planning to enjoy every week of my off day.

I really feel frustrated when no one can help me. I do not need people to console me, to cheer me up or to comfort and calm me, what I need is a very own space for myself to relax and calm down myself. Stop disturbing me and I will be fine.

Shall end my blog here. I love those who cares for me and cheers me up when I am down. Thanks alot :P muackssss~

2010-02-25T22:53:00.002+08:00

Was kinda moody this few days and I wonder why. Maybe I am too busy with my salary report as well as my March timetable to be submitted with a lot of amendments from my superiors here and there.

I am so forgetful that I placed my keys and pendrive inside my office and I locked the office without the keys and end up searching high and low for it. I am so forgetful that I leave my punch card at my office and leaving my office without punching in and out.

It is really hard to settle your things because whenever you wanna finish it, there are some obstacles that stop you from doing it. I always want to settle things fast so that I don't have to worry in the future. I do not like to drag my work and I will try my best to finish it as soon as possible. But there are alot of circumstances here and there that will stop you from accomplishing your task.

Having to stuck in the middle is another obstacles of life. A may ask you to follow instruction A and B will ask you to follow instruction B. Which one should you choose? You cannot make either one angry because they are the one who decide everything for you. They are the one who support your life. Do we really have to place a bet in either A or B and let the God to decide whether you are right or wrong? Finally I understand the meaning ' life is like gambling', in other words struggling to make a decision that you yourself don't know whether is correct or wrong.

Well, enough of theories. Shall end my blog here. Goodnight to all my dear readers =)

2010-02-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

Again is the time to blog and express my feelings. Time passes so fast. And so fast I am back to work. Suddenly I miss my sg. long life so much. One year ago we were struggling for midterm test this time and we can see fireworks nearly every night at sg. long. Normally I won't bother bout the fireworks and I will have my own sweet sleeping time and yet my cousin sister and my housemate will be watching the fireworks through the window. Now that everyone of us already graduate and leave Sg. Long. =(

I am struggling for my assignments now =( So so so lazy to start doing and yet dateline is next month. One more month to submit 3 assignments together at the same date. How am I going to finish it if I continue to slack this way -.-

Seriously not in a good mood now. I thought I can let go everything and just stay calm and steady. But till today I realize I can't make it. I appear to be quite nervous in handling cases, and I will still think about it even though it already passed. Why can't I just forget everything and let it go and let it disappear as time goes by? Why do I want to mention it again and again and put myself into dilemma?

But I know I can. I can make it a beautiful and wonderful life to live on =) I won't put myself into a difficult situation. I have to know to protect myself and not to get hurt anymore!!!

2010-02-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

Suddenly in a mood to blog and so here I am =)

Happy CNY to everyone of you. Hope you do enjoy your CNY although it seems that alot of you are complaining that it is actually quite boring but this is the only time in the year where all family members can gather together and enjoy the celebration. So we shall appreciate it.

As we are growing, CNY seems not to be so fun after all. No more fireworks, firecrackers. Left only all kinds of junk food and drinks on the table and also playing cards.

As for me, this is the best time for me to take a break and rest before heading back to work 2 days later. But once you entered into this industry, it is really hard for you to even take a short break. You will still receive phone calls from your company asking you to solve up cases on behalf of them even though you are off. They will still call you up asking for opinion.

Why do people always wanted to get into a relationship? Is it so bad or so pity to be single? Or they need someone to dote them or someone to talk to?

My post today is so random. I just type out whatever is in my mind right now. Shall end my blog here =)

2010-02-08T23:54:00.002+08:00

Wonder do I really look fierce coz quite a number of my company staffs saying that I am fierce. Is it really the truth?

Few more days to Chinese New Year. This is the first year that I have to work on 1st day of Chinese New Year. Well, shall enjoy my work though. I am like facing boxes and boxes of mandarin oranges from morning to night. Now I am so phobia to see boxes of mandarin oranges in front of me. Maybe tonight I will start dreaming that I am selling mandarin oranges.

It is really good to work in supermarket during festive season. You can see different kind of situations, different kind of customers etc and etc but with all the extend business hours where we have to work till 11 plus is kinda exhausted.

Shall end my blog here. Looking forward to the upcoming chinese new year!!

I HATE EVERYONE!

2010-02-04T19:41:00.002+08:00

I just don't know why I feel so frustrated now. So so so angry with everyone! So many days of full working day and finally I have one fine day to reach home early. I just wanna do the things I want. Why am I prohibited to do so?

You want is your matter. Is none of my business. Why you wanna ruined my day? Why can't you just tolerate with me? I am like now attached to you. Do I have to follow you? I have my own rights okay? That's my business. What the heck you care about??

Seriously not in a good mood. I shall just scold and scold and scold here. Missed a reunion lunch with my colleagues today and ended up having my pity little lunch at office with a few colleagues accompanying me. I know all of them do doted me alot =) They packed up everything for me, trying to console me when I get scoldings from others, trying to ask me to let go. A Big Thanks to all of them =)

They are much more better compare to those who is only good to you when they need you. When they do not need you they don't even mind to look and talk to you. And also those who only know how to find troubles from you. Whenever they have troubles, they will ask you to solve it up but in fact do we really have to help you out? Why can't you just try to solve it up yourself? People really good at avoiding their own responsibility.

Conclusion for today, I hate everyone! I hate those ruined my day, hate those who scolded me for nothing, hate those no heart people who doesn't even mind to find me. HATE EVERYONE!

2010-01-26T23:24:00.002+08:00

Nothing really special when it comes to working life. No photos to be uploaded and a lot of things are not supposed to be disclosed. So here I am, doing fine as time goes by, trying my best to forget all the unnecessary things =)

2010-01-25T22:53:00.002+08:00

Drinking alcoholic drinks is really that fun? Or it is really enjoyable to get drunk? Why must everyone drink when they feel depressed? Is there any other ways to reduce your sadness and stress?

For me I rather hide myself in my room and cry. Cry out Loud! I think it is really a better way for me rather than getting drunk as I don't really like alcoholic drinks.

My viruses in my mind are getting lesser and lesser. I am sure by one day all of them will gone and I shall say bye bye to YOU!

Short and sweet. Shall end my blog here

2010-01-24T22:05:00.002+08:00

Back from KL - as usual a short trip to KL to meet all my beloved and to go for a short shopping there. I don't really have the time to walk around as I was quite exhausted after a day of working and rush straight down to KL. Ending up it was quite a rush trip. Should really take one day leave next time if I am planning to KL again.

I was just about to clear up all the so called 'viruses' in my mind but all of them seem to be arousing me once again. Why do you all want to interrupt me when I am already 'deleted' all of it? How can I actually get rid of all those 'viruses'? You know it really needs a long long time to clear up all the 'viruses'? Perhaps I shall use a stronger and better anti virus software to delete all the viruses in my mind.

My part time course gonna start on next weekend. Kinda excited since it has been some time that I never touch notes and slides. Hope that in this new year everything will be fine for me. Praying hard to strive for the best =)

2010-01-22T23:36:00.002+08:00

OMG. I can't sleep without my daily routine and now I am still awake mapling =x

When I am about to forget and let go everything, things occurred again. Why you want to appear in such a wrong timing?

But I know I can make it =) Gambateh!!

2010-01-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

Things are turning out to be good now although it may not be a good start of 2010 for me.
I begin to let go,
I begin to stay calm when handling cases,
I begin to find the best solution for problems,
I begin to forget something that I tried very hard not to think about it,
And most of all,
I begin to treasure everyone who loves and cares about me =)

2010-01-04T20:59:00.003+08:00

Wondering when I can have the mood to blog more often and not once in a blue moon. Alot of unexpected things happening around me recently, something that is unpredictable and unbelievable that I myself couldn't accept the fact that it is happening.

Entering into the new year of 2010 means a lot to me. Again it was our family yearly routine to celebrate our countdown celebration at KL and we spent another day in genting. It was my first time entering Genting Casino.

Had a small gathering with my ex-unimates but it is kinda sad that many of them couldn't make it on that day. I wish that someone will arrange a gathering next time for all of us to meet up once again as it is really hard to gather all up because most of us are working at different places.

I miss the feeling of texting. I remembered during my high school time where I used to text from morning to night with my friends. Maybe I already grown up or what I have no one to text with me now =(

Have been suffering from flu and cough since yesterday and I hope I can cure soon.

Shall end my blog here.

2009-12-31T01:37:00.002+08:00

Can't fall asleep in the middle of the night so I hope with the help of blogging can make me fall asleep faster. Feeling hungry right now but I don't think will find something to eat late at night. Got plenty of pictures to be uploaded but I am so lazy to use the photobucket so I shall upload it when I really have the time to do so.

Another year end and it was the last day of the year 2009 right now. Any vision for the coming year? Any guidance to my future? Will start my master degree programme soon and seems like 2010 is going to be a very busy year for me as I have to work and study at the same time.

My recent life is so sucks as a lot of unhappy things happening to me and around me. Everytime I wanna solve it but seem things are getting even worst. The higher you are, the lesser friends you gonna have. The more you wanna control, the more you won't be able to let go. Sometimes people are not satisfied with the authority they have, they are asking for more and crossing the border line.

Dear all, don't try to mess up with me. You will gonna get it from me. By hook or by crook I will make sure you get the same thing as I get.

2009-12-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

I am always trying my best to help things out. But do people really appreciate what I have done? Or I am actually making things getting worst?

I always tell myself to stay strong when facing with any obstacles. But it is really not easy.

When you lost something that you are having and holding it for quite some time, you will feel uneasy. Even a small thing like pen or doll that you already have some kind of feelings on it, you will feel so hard to let go.

Remember once I lost my pencil case that have been with me for many years, I cried.
Another incident was my mum urge me to throw away the 'pillow' that I have been hugging for years, I cried.

What if some day someone I love leaving me, should I be crying too?

I know this post is in a mess. I myself is in a real mess right now =(

2009-11-29T22:20:00.002+08:00

Seems like I am neglecting my pity little bloggie. Here I am to accompany him since I have not been updating recently.

My work was so so and I begin to feel that it is not easy to enter retailing industry. You may have to sacrifice all your public holiday and stay in your workplace. Perhaps this will be a good stepping stone for me as well.

Life is just complicated sometimes. There are some unpredictable things happening but you couldn't even know how to solve it. Some choose to pretend don't know and some choose to stay away from the unsolved problems. Some even make a tough decision to let go. Which will be the correct path to be taken? Letting go? But if letting go could you make it?

Someone told me to just pretend don't know and the problem will solve by itself but I don' think is a good solution as I am the one who like to thinks alot. When I know I have the responsibility, by hook or by crook I wanna figure out a solution for it. My solution may not be a good one or may make things even worse but at least I tried to solve.

Shall call it off today.

2009-11-08T20:38:00.002+08:00

Having complicated feelings now. Everything seems not to be in the ordinary order. Maybe this is really not a good year for me. Things are just not going smoothly.

I feel like letting go whatever I am having now.
I feel like starting a brand new life of myself.
I feel like living in my own world.
I just don't like the way I am now. Having to worry and take all the burden of nowhere.
I just want a simple life with simple mind and simple people around me.
I want to care only the people who care me.
I don't want to be rich but I need someone to support me both physically and mentally.
I don't want to contribute more than others.

Maybe I shall really let it go....... I know I can handle it all by myself.

2009-11-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

Feel like blogging whenever I am extremely happy or sad or angry. Have my off day today. Again I went out with my mum. Another month passed by and I received my second month salary. Stepping into the third month I know that challenges are awaiting me. I am 75% adapted to my working environment and another 25% will be some uncertainties.

Sometimes the more you appreciate the more hard you gonna let go. The more you care you are the more suffer you are when you lose it. You may want to have 100% of it and yet you can only get maybe 50% of it. I know I am crapping. Even myself don't know what I am writing.

Shall end my blog here. I am in a kind of feelings that I couldn't explain. Maybe I shall work and work an work to forget all these things.

2009-11-05T22:47:00.002+08:00

Wondering how long could I stand working in such a stressful environment. Once wrong doesn't mean I am always wrong right? People do have mistakes right?

Blogging is really a good place for you to express your feelings. After blogging it out, it will really make you feel better. I couldn't write a fantastic blog like others do. I may have grammatical errors here and there. But I will still continue to write and trying to improve myself.

Really face a lot of different troubles at my working place right now. Hope that I can really stand and stay strong =) Will try my very best!

2009-11-03T23:01:00.002+08:00

So stress up with my current work. Heavy workload and heavy responsibilities as well. Seriously it is really not easy to survive in this company. You have to be really tough.

Every beginning of the month I will start shivering because I will start to worry that I key-ed in the wrong figure for their overtime and they will come and complain.

And when people know that you are a freshie, they will start to take advantage on you. They will assume you don't know everything. One of them said this to me, ' you are still a small kids you won't know anything. Don't try to act smart in front of me. Ever since you came you are making a lot of troubles' -.-

Ya, i may be new but certain rules and regulations I do know. And I am not making troubles but to solve up all the leftover troubles by the previous person okay? All the while they are guided with the wrong instructions and regulations. I am just the one who follow up all the undone task and yet I am the one who kena scolded?

If one day I really leaving this company I will really make sure I hand over all my things properly to my colleagues. It is really hard to settle with all the undone task where you actually do not have clues where you should start with.

Maybe I shall not complain. Everyone will face difficulties in their work too. Anyway after blogging and expressing I do feel better. Thanks to all who supports me as I grow. I will stay strong and try my best to cope up with whatever problems that I am facing right now.

2009-11-01T01:22:00.002+08:00

Yay, another weekend and tomorrow is my only rest day of the week. Sounds pity right? No choice. That's the path that I have chosen.

Another end month and I have just finished my salary report and just in time to courier to my HQ. Hope everything will be smooth and fine. No amendment and no explanation needed. Gonna start submitting reports when I going back to work on Monday. Pending jobs are awaiting me.

Went out for a movie right after my work today. Quite some time that I last went for a movie at cinema as most of the time I was working. I do like to have some outings during my rest day no matter with my friends or family. After a tiring week of working it is kinda enjoyable when you do have some outings for you to relax yourself and to keep yourself away from the hectic workload.

Perhaps I shall only update my blog every weekend as I hardly online during weekdays. Most of the time my routine task after work is to take my shower, watch tv and go to bed. I don't even switch on my computer. That's the reason why sometimes I may be outdated with events happening in facebook or elsewhere.

Awaiting for the upcoming events and gathering. Cheers my friends. !!

2009-10-25T10:52:00.002+08:00

OMG. nearly one whole month that I never update my blog. Reason being is that I was quite busy with my work. More and yet more things to learn. After a month working as management trainee I am kinda adapted to the environment. Because of manpower shortage at my workplace, I may have to cover on behalf of them. Sometimes I may have to go all the way to the warehouse and check all the incoming stock.

Being one of the youngest employees in my workplace does give me some kind of unknown pressure. How am I going to handle all the people that are more experienced than me and to mix up with them?

It seems that my english is deproving as sometimes I don't even know how to draft a simple email to be sent to headquarter. I am using some simple and yet broken english.

Maybe my plan of furthering my studies will come true next year as I am planning to take part time course for my MBA. Wondering whether I can handle both work and my studies at the same time but will try my best to cope it up.

With piece of here and there and here I am to complete this blog =x Stay tunes for the next update =/

2009-09-29T22:43:00.003+08:00

Have been MIA recently because I was quite busy with my work. A happy belated 21st birthday to me =) Busy till I don't even have the time to really celebrate.

Every end of the month is really troubling. Learning how to generate salary, planning management time table, planning foreign workers manpower requisitions, settling conflicts among staffs and plus the upcoming stock take really driving me crazy. Tons of things to be done, tons of documents to be signed..

Anyway I shall stop complaining. Will have a longer posting when I really have the time to do so. Stay tunes =)

2009-09-14T20:28:00.002+08:00

Regretted. I should really read properly before I make any decision. What to do now?

2009-09-12T22:49:00.002+08:00

Already two weeks I have started my work. Encountered all kind of ups and downs. Challenges are ahead of me as I am reporting to my own outlet on this coming Monday. Tomorrow will be my last day to learn and to ask whatever I am not clear regarding my job scopes and responsibilities.

Sometimes I feel like letting go. As time passing by things are changing as well. It may not be what it used to be. The kind of feelings are just different from the past. Ya, I admit sometimes I like to think a lot of nonsenses and so I hope what in my mind are craps and they won't happen. Maybe you are right. We shall not think and keep going. Things may turn out to be better.

I do enjoy listening to some soothing songs but whenever I listen to such songs, the feeling is kinda weird. For no reason you may feel sad. I may seem tough when handling things but in fact I am kinda soft inside. I need guidance and support too.

Quite exhausted after 2 weeks of working but when you try to think the good side of it you will actually feel better. I admit things are just getting different after I start working and I hope I can cope with all the differences and make my life better and do not let anyone or anything to interfere me.

Hope the day where I can write a fantastic blog of my own will come soon as I am still using broken english here and there to come out with a piece of blog. May all my wishes come true. I am kinda excited to my coming birthday. I know I may not have any celebration but I do hope the day will come soon.

2009-09-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

Another tiring week. 2 consecutively full days from morning to night and one morning shift but back at 7.30pm. Back to my own outlet today to rush some paperwork to be submitted to HQ. Things are all messed up as I haven't actually reporting to my own outlet.

My challenging tasks continue from day to day. First day helping out in my own outlet really troubles me. We can really face different kind of different situations there.

Hope I can really adapt myself to this working environment and not to give up =)

Shall end my blog here.

2009-09-06T21:49:00.003+08:00

Looks like I am going to describe more and more bout my daily job in my upcoming post. Was kinda envy when I saw all my former secondary classmates were actually enjoying their lives:
Some already engaged;
Some planning to get married soon;
Some seems to be so free with their work that they can online and facebook-ing or uploading their blog during their work hours;
Some can even sign in their msn during their working hours;
Some still studying in local universities;
Some studying abroad and planning to continue their masters;
Some are traveling overseas;
etc....

But one thing I am quite relieve is that I am no longer jobless anymore. At least I found myself a job. My job may not sound so wonderful like many others do but I do enjoy it so far. More for me to learn and to adapt to this total new working environment.

Spent my off-day with my families; we had our breakfast, lunch and dinner together. Although I can only spend one full day with them, I was able to share all the things that I encountered during my work with them and tell them bout my job scope and description. It is really a superb sunday staying at home =)

And one more thing, my grandpa was so impressed when he knew that I found a job in Ipoh. He kept on asking me about my salary, when can I get my salary, what am I working as, where I work, what is my working hours, ........ At least I do not disapoint him. I found myself a job and I guess he is kinda proud of me too. By looking at his facial expression I can feel the happiness inside his heart. Don't worry, I will try my best to keep up my good work.

A special thanks to all my friends and families that have been supporting me since I was small. 18 more days I am officially an adult, turning into 21 years old. Don't call me xiao mei mei anymore and don't start to call me aunty as well. It is kinda saddening when people is calling you aunty when you are only 21 years old =(

Shall end my blog here!

2009-09-05T23:28:00.002+08:00

Yay, I don't have to work tomorrow. Super duper good news for me. Perhaps my work is the most tiring work compare to all my previous schoolmates. Almost every day I don't have my lunch or dinner on time. It seems like I am the businesswoman working from day to night. =x Ya, to be frank, my work is kinda tiring as I have to work from 10-10 almost every day. Many things to be learned and my things to be taken over.

Was planning what am I going to do for this precious one-day off per week. I shall spend all my time sleeping at home. Don't ask me to go any supermarkets as I am already in my own company's supermarket every day from checking warehouse to staying at office doing all the paper works.

1 more week of training and I am going back to my respective branch to start my routine there. No more senior over there and maybe I have to settle my own lunch and dinner myself =(

I shall really stay firm and tough. That's one of my job requirements. I shall not let any people to have chance to bully me. And I shall have a more mature look so that all people will scare at me.

Shall end my blog here.

2009-09-04T21:05:00.003+08:00

Feeling better now. A big thanks to Kenny G and all my tears that have been sacrificed =x Hoping for the best =) I shall not care anymore!!!

I need some soothing music to accompany me to sleep tonight!!!!

2009-09-04T19:38:00.002+08:00

Super damn pissed off and not in good mood now. Allow me to express my feelings over here.

I hate you for not waiting.
I hate you for not concerning.
I hate you for not letting me to let go my pissed feelings.

Because of you I have to sacrifice my precious time.
Because of you I have to cry silently.
Because of you I have to bear with all the scoldings.
Because of you I have to learn to let go.
Because of you I have to learn not to put you in the important place.
Because of you I have to adjust everything.

HATE YOU!!!!

Working Day 1

2009-09-02T20:15:00.004+08:00

I failed my mission to update my blog daily as I started working yesterday. My work was extremely exhausted as I am working in a retail outlet. My working hours are long, I need to work for extra days especially festive season and my workloads are quite alot too.

When I first stepped into the outlet yesterday, the security guard shouted at me. Oh well, he thought I am one of the promoters there and he disallowed me for bringing my handphone in. He shouted something like this, "Hey don't you know handphones are not allowed?" LOL. After that only I found out that all employees from the management side are allowed to bring their handphones in. AND when the guard got to know my position, his attitude was like 360 degree changed. OKAY FINE! Bear with him as I am still a freshie.

As for my lead supervisors, all of them do taught me a lot of things. They even brought me out for lunch and ask someone to take care of me when both of them are not free. I really appreciate them for teaching me all my individual responsibilities. I am currently undergoing a 2 weeks training lead by my supervisors. After that I have to transfer to another outlet where no one will actually lead me. Perhaps no one will bring me out for lunch too =(

Although my work is kinda tiring, I found it quite challenging. This is because I am not only handling with all the paper work, I have to deal with some people as well. And most of all, working in this department is really my area of interest. I have been telling my friends and family that I hope I can actually join this department after graduating and there I am, stepping into the door of this department.

More and more things for me to absorb and I hope I can really deal with it well =)

7 Things I Hate about YOU , YOU and YOU!

2009-08-29T21:16:00.003+08:00

Seriously not in good mood now. I think bout one whole week I am in this kind of mood. ARGH!!!!!! No one knows no one cares and no one gonna bother.

I hate people using vulgar in front of me especially those who are very very close with me. You can scold vulgar whenever you want but not in front of me okay? I hate it!!! I couldn't stand it when you are speaking in front of me. ARGH!!!

I hate people sh0wing off in front of me too, telling me how many times they have been to how many places, telling me how knowledgeable they are, AND ESPECIALLY THOSE MAPLERS, telling me how high level their main are. Ya, I don't have a very very high level character in maple. I am not level200 and I am just a noob bishop, SO STOP SHOWING OFF IN FRONT OF ME!

I hate it when people know I am in a bad mood and pretend nothing happened. Ya, I did mentioned I don't like consoling from people as console will make me feel more uncomfortable. But at least a 'How are you my dear? Don't feel sad. Everything will be fine soon' will do.

I hate the feeling of waiting. Can you just give me a specific time so that I don't have to wait for whole day for nothing? Or just a notification telling me you will be late or you won't be able to make it at that time or whatsoever and not letting people to wait for you? Do you know the importance of being punctual?

I hate it when someone show no concern to me. I need their love and care. I need their guidance and support too. I hope when I need them they can just stay beside me, showing me the right path to take, the right decision to make, to entertain me by telling me some lame jokes perhaps, to accompany me when I am bored and most of all to cheer me up whenever I am sad.

I hate people who shows over concern to me as well. Over concern meaning asking things that have nothing to do with them. I don't like people asking nonsense especially asking about my personal life. My personal life is none of their business right? My personal life won't affect your daily life right? What for you so busybody asking for it? That's my private things okay?

I hate those selfish people too. They only think of their feelings and never care bout you. They will leave you just because they wan to pursue their own dreams. You have to wait for them because they are not free to entertain you.

Seem like I am really good at writing an emo blog. Emo kid rocks!!!

2009-08-28T14:38:00.004+08:00

Perhaps the best thing to do to pass my leisure time is to blog blog and blog. As promised I shall update my blog more often.

Early this morning received a call from one of the companies that I went for interview. Good thing to say I got the job. Gonna start working next Tuesday, 1st of September. Hope it will be a very very good start for me to start my first job. Really have to enjoy the last few days slacking at home as I have no more time to slack when I start working.

Suddenly mapling sounds so alien to me. I wonder why I can stay whole day in front of the computer mapling and leveling but I couldn't do it now. Trained few minutes and I feel is kinda bored d.

Oh ya, some pictures to share with every one of you. I went Indulgence last weekend with my family and the whole dinner cost like rm1k plus. Pretty expensive right? For those who have been there will know.

Shall end my blog here. Stay tunes for my updates. Bye peeps!

2009-08-27T18:22:00.003+08:00

Seems like my blog is getting dead and dead from day to day so perhaps is time for me to update what am I doing right now. Just came back from China last sunday and was recharging my battery. Sleep and rest at home most of the day that I do not even walk out from my doorstep.

The weather in China was superb hot. Even without the sun you will still sweat all day round. Back to Malaysia where it was raining for the past few days was really a good time for me to rest and sleep to the max.

Whenever I on my msn and the first question people will ask,' hey dear, you working or studying now?' I have been floating with this question since I graduated. Well, I am still slacking. neither do I work nor study. Currently I am looking for job in ipoh since I found that it is best to work in the place you belong. Bout the further studies thingy I have to put it aside.

Read back at some of my previous post, it reminded of one of my post saying that someone said I am 30years old. Well, till now I am thinking is it a compliment or?? Maybe that time I was in my curly curly aunty hair. LOL.

I encountered the same incident but this time it was the other way round. I went to one of the pubs in Shanghai with my tourmates. I was wearing t-shirt with shorts and sandals with a red sling bag or i shall describe it as a casual travelling look? Then the waitress there stared at me with a very weird look and told my friend, 'Hey! children are not allowed in this pub?' OMG, CHILDREN??? Am i still a child? Well, again is this a compliment?

Well well well, 1 more month I am proudly to step into the floor of genting casino. wahahaa. I have been waiting waiting and waiting for this day to come ever since my friends are going casino and I have to stay outside playing maple. LOL Finally I am 21 years old. It may be signal that I am getting older but who cares? Coz I still have a young heart. OMG OMG i am abit over. Bear with me my peeps =)

Shall end my blog here and shall try my best to update more regularly. Yay, is friday tomorrow and I adore fridays and weekends. Enjoy your holidays my dear!

Trip to ShangHai

2009-08-26T11:37:00.003+08:00

I am not going to write a long long post as pictures will show you all everything =)

Day 1

@ pan euro before departing

my boarding pass to pudong, shanghai airport

my first breakfast on plane

@ pudong, shanghai airport

the 'biggest' prawn =x

first night @ suzhou

Day 2

suzhou silk factory

oh gosh! 'smelly' taufu~

second night @ nanjing

Day 3

changjiang bridge

third night @ wuxi

Day4

the greatest performance at hangzhou

one of the luxurious cars in china but i forgot how much it costs

forth night @ hangzhou

yay, Mcd spicy pork burger =)

Day 5

captured this on the way to shanghai when we stuck on a traffic jam

@ nanjing road. the scenery there was superb

our last night @ shanghai

our daily compliment mineral water =)

back to klia =)

Shall end my post here.

2009-08-11T20:42:00.005+08:00

Again I am back to posting. I wanna change a brand new blogskin by myself but it is still under maintainance. I still couldn't find a suitable picture for my header. As promised, this post will be of less words and more on photos and photos. I am so so lazy to blog and perhaps the best way is to upload pictures.

First will be pictures on my convocation held on last friday. It was pretty exhausted as I rushed all the way from Ipoh to KL to attend my convocation. I would like to thanks all my family member who came all the way from Ipoh to attend my convocation. Thank you for your best support and I promise I shall work hard for a brighter future.

After my convocation we went shopping at Pavillion and also had our dinner at Joyoga. Haha, think pictures will describe everything so I shall show you all the pictures.

Perhaps this post will be a mass upload on what I was doing recently. Yesterday I went back to KL to return my gown for convocation and I went to this restaurant at 1U. The food was so so but the atmosphere and environment over there impressed me. Pictures below were taken from Gardens @ 1u.

For another time I feel boring when I was playing maple. So I was kinda MIA in maple. Maybe I shall find something that interests me someday

Shall end my blog here. Have fun with all the pictures that I have uploaded.

2009-08-05T11:36:00.002+08:00

OMG have been mia for some period of time. Reason being was I was mapling all the time. Chiong chiong chiong till I reached level150 at last.

Just a short update to all my peeps who miss me =x Currently in KL and going back to Ipoh soon. Came down 2 days ago to collect my convocation gown for my upcoming convocation on this coming Friday. Kinda excited when I received my convocation gown.

Oh ya, I finally have a camera with me and perhaps you all can see more and more pictures from the time being. I feel like my blog is going to be some kind like a blog for introduction of different type of food as I like to snap on food. They look so tempting that you can't resist to shot on them.

As I said this will be a short and sweet blog. Shall end my blog here. No more MIA my dear friends. Stay tunes~

2009-07-05T20:09:00.003+08:00

Has been MIA for some time and perhaps is time for me to get back to my blog. Hi peeps!!! Sorry to say that I am still jobless =x Was deciding whether to further my studies or to start working and till now I haven't really have the best decision yet.

Browsed through one of the top blogger blog and found out that her blog is so damn interesting. Hopefully one day I can have a blog like her too and not a dull one like what I am having right now.

OH YA, for what was I doing during my MIA session? I was mapling all day round. Wake up on maple, after eat on maple and before sleep i was mapling too. Well, I did went to another interview session coz what I am doing now is basically job searching as well as looking for the suitable postgraduate course that I can further my studies.

Still no pictures for the time being coz I still haven't get my new cam. BTW, i bought myself a brand new camera =) YAY!!!

Again I forgot what I wanna blog. I am not in a very good mood this few days. Kinda moody!

My post is so so random. -.- Shall end my blog here.

2009-07-01T22:36:00.001+08:00

MIA!!! Be right back soon =) Stay tunes with me peeps!!!

ALL THE BEST!

2009-06-16T12:40:00.003+08:00

Perhaps I shall start posting after few days of slacking again =x Ya, no job searching and still staying at home mapling. Guess my maple level? yay, level 131 now =x 69 more level to reach level 200? LOLS. that's not my main aim though

I am still in the middle of midst whether to continue my studies or to start working. Is really impossible for me to continue my studies overseas. So do I have to continue my studies in Malaysia? Or perhaps UTAR again? LOL

As for job searching, I am being too choosy in the sense that I wanna choose the best job that suits me. Ya, it is really good to attend more interviews as you can gain more experiences in each different interview. It is really hard not to have a house in KL. That's one of the reasons why I choose not to work in KL unless it is really really a reputable firm. Ya, I admit I am being too choosy in job seeking =x

Oh ya, for those who chatted with me on msn but did not receive replies from me, most probably I was mapling. Sorry for any inconvenience caused =x I started to use twitter few days ago and found out it is a good place to tell everyone what am I doing. For those who are interested to follow me and get updates from me, do try to search my nick: yuewen123 on www.twitter.com.

Shall end my blog here!

2009-06-11T22:35:00.003+08:00

Too much of slacking recently =x Perhaps I shall back to my posting today. Nothing much to blog since I am just slacking at home. Same routine daily. Wake up, maple, lunch, maple, nap, dinner, watch drama, sleep =x That's my daily routine. Sounds boring right? But I am still enjoying it =x

Still wondering how's my future will gonna be. Sometimes I do hope that I am living in my own fantasy world, doing things freely without restriction =x Ya, I know it sounds abit ridiculous so so so, just forget bout it.

I shall really blog more regularly coz it seems like my english is deproving again -.- Not like during my high school where I have to write one essay every week and that's really a good way to improve your language.

The feeling of knowing the truth is really not good especially when you know that someone is telling lie but you have to help the person to keep the secret as well. I hate keeping secrets =x Why can't we just say everything out? Why is everyone having the secret of their own? Why do we have to keep inside my heart and can't share to each other? =x

Ya, I know my post is so so random =x Shall end my blog here! =x Back to mapling =) yay, MAPLE STORY ROCKS (without lag)!!!!

2009-06-04T10:31:00.002+08:00

Where have I been for this past few days? Basically no where but mapling. Is kinda addicted when you really back to the world of maple. It is even worst when you have friends to play with you.

People are searching for jobs but I am mapling -.- I am so so so lazy to find myself a job =x There are a few advertisements on job application are just in front of me but I am so so lazy to even send them a job application =x I told them, I already studied for 14 years, can I have some rest time before I enter to another stage of life?

Sometimes is not good to have nothing to do at home. Reason being is you will nonstop thinking or doing some nonsense that will actually cause trouble to yourself or even to others. One of my friends scolded me, 'Why don't you find yourself a job and stop thinking of nonsense at home?' =x I shall start looking for job soon. I think most of my classmates already having their own career life right now.

Another thing I am busy doing is to tidy up my room. My mum had just bought me a new wardrobe. Two years in this new house I don't even have a wardrobe coz all my things are at my house in KL. Now that I graduated I have to shift everything back.

Bye peeps. Shall end my blog here.

2009-05-31T22:04:00.003+08:00

First thing to announce, yuewen1211 officially back to maple today! Yay! Would like to say a big big thanks to those who still haven't delete me =x Well, maple is kinda bored to me d but lucky thing there is some new things that make the game not so dull after all. Also I am on the mission for helping both my brothers on their new characters, having to support them financially and help them whenever they need me.

But same thing happened, maple still lag as usual especially during 2x period and yet many of them are still playing. I wonder why maple can have such attention to attract so many gamers to just spend all the time and money for it? Someone will just feel extra happy when they are playing maple. They are just so delighted. I wonder why.

Tomorrow is a brand new semester for all the UTAR-ians. I still couldn't get used that I already graduated and do no need to go back to sg long anymore. Now I actually have the feelings of going back to uni once again rather than staying at home and wondering what to do. Yaya, I admit there is always dilemmas in our lives. When you are studying, you hope you can graduate soon. When you are slacking at home, you will actually hope you can back to study again -.-

It has been some times since I last entered the cinema. I can't really remember what was the last movie that I watched. Perhaps was Fast and Furious? OMG, I know I am outdated -.- No choice, don't know why I don't feel like stepping into the cinema whenever I am at Ipoh. Same thing goes to the KTV in Ipoh. I never been to KTV in ipoh before and yet I am staying at Ipoh? LOL

I am seriously addicted to the drama 'gossip girl'. I even go and download the book version of gossip girl. -.-

Looks like my blog today is quite long right? I know is abit dull without pictures. Be patient my dear, will upload more pictures when I actually have my own camera and I wonder how long will it takes to find out what is the best camera I should buy =x Shall end my blog here.

2009-05-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

Was staring at the mirror and found out, 'OMG, why am I so ugly?' Well, it then stopped me from looking at the mirror and back to my blog entry.

Browsed through some of the advertisements online to search for jobs. I saw one on fruit plucking at New Zealand. I told my friend it is a good idea going there and he said I am 'shen jin bin'? LOLS

Basically I did nothing at home. Most of the time was playing restaurant city and some facebook games. Kinda bored with them d. Thought of playing maple back today but it was so lag. And I am like a total noob in maple. I don't even know how to whisper people. I am not familiar with my keys at all. Only 3 months I never touch and I forget at all?

Gonna have a big tidy-up in my room soon coz I moved all my things back from KL. Gonna buy myself a big big wardrobe to put in all my clothes.

I am feeling quite moody today. For those who know me will know why I guess. But after playing SDO i feel better and more relax now.

Am I really self-centered? Sometimes I think I am. I just act whatever I want. I won't care other people feelings? But sometimes my intention is not bad. I wanna care their feelings as well. Or in other word I am selfish? Seriously this is not a good word to use. I don't like it either. But no choice? Seem like I am falling in that 'selfish' category too?

Well well well, off to catch up with the last episode of the Hong Kong drama now. Bye peeps =) All the best!

2009-05-27T21:45:00.002+08:00

So so so so exhausted after I came back to Ipoh. Many of you may be wondering how's my interviews. To be frank, I screwed all up by myself =x Will try my best next time =)

Final test results released d. Again I screwed it up =x Ya, I really never study hard for the final test. I get my first ever C+ in my uni life.

OMG. My life is like so bad right now. But nevermind, be positive! I will be fine one day =)

Bad luck is following my all the way back to Ipoh -.- When I take a bus back to Ipoh today, the bus was quite full. My seat is at the very last one. First thing sitting at the last seat is quite uncomfortable. Second thing I meet with a super sleepy guy beside me. He sleeps so soundly and his head is like shaking and turning left and right. He will just accidentally lean on your shoulder. AIKS. So damn disgusting. I try to push his head away few times. Finally when the bus stops at a rest junction, he is awake. I was like 'OMG OMG, thanks God! he finally awake =x' The way he dresses up also -.- This is really the first time I encounter such person before!

Well, I finish my complaining session today. Shall end my blog here

2009-05-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

The weather is so so so hot today! The global warming is getting more and more serious. I am sweating under the fan? Hope this will end soon.

Going back to KL early in the morning tomorrow to attend interviews. Those companies I am going are not big firms or famous firms but I think I am just going to gain some experiences through the interview process.

It is so troublesome without a house or a home in KL. Last time when i was studying in KL, I just have to bring my notebook and some clothes to back to KL. When I was packing my things just now, I discovered that I have to bring alot of things. Toothbrush, toothpaste, tower, etc etc, SO SO TROUBLESOME FOR ME TO BRING SO MANY THINGS ALL THE WAY FROM IPOH TO KL!!!

I just went facial few days ago and immediately one day after my facial treatment, my pimples all growing again -.- AIKS! Hate it!! Can they just come at the right and better timing?

Guess I shall end my blog here coz I am staring at the com and dunno what to write =x Bye peeps!

2009-05-22T17:27:00.003+08:00

Yay! I passed all my final semester subjects! HAHA. Thought I will fail one of it. But lucky for me, i passed all!! YAY!!! So so nervous before I checked my results. I actually asked my bro to check for me =x
Picture above showed that i passed all my subjects but is abit blur =x

Told you all I spoilt my white gold earrings yesterday right? I spoil my silver necklace today.What happened to me? Why is it all my accessories all leaving me one by one? This necklace is much more memorable. I wore it for bout one year together with my ring? Why are they leaving me? =(

Bought another two formal skirts when I went shopping. OMG. Formal again -.-

Well, shall end my blog here. Gonna prepare for my interview session next week but I am kinda lazy right now? Slacking again -.-

2009-05-21T20:53:00.025+08:00

I have been slacking for quite number of days after I back to Ipoh. Came back to ipoh last saturday. Was so exhausted because I have to shift out from sg long. After 4 years of staying in KL I accumulated damn lot of things. First year I was staying in hostel at TAR College. It was a nightmare for me. The toilet was really 'awesome'. -.- Then second year onwards I moved to Forest Green Condo at Sg Long. Below were some of the pictures i took at my condo.

(The pictures were abit messy coz we took it when we were shifting out from the house)

@ Sg Long

Letter box where we had to grab the letters ourselves since we did not have the key for letter box

The place where we used to put our shoes

Things to be thrown away

The pathway to swimming pool

Our parking bay

We were living at 6th Floor

Our bedroom

Top view of our living hall

What we did on the last day @ Sg long? We went to Mcdonalds for our supper.
Night view from our condo

Things to be shifted back to Ipoh
(ps: I already shifted some of it to Kajang. They took me one vois, one myvi and one iswara to shift all things to Kajang. Thanks to all my housemates =)

After I went back to Ipoh, my housemates from sg long came to visit me in Ipoh. Brought them to different places to have different meals. Beansprout chicken, Fishball mee, Rojak, Satay, White Coffee, etc etc.

Besides that, they went Kellie's Castle and Sam Poh Tong as well =)

@ Sam Poh Tong

@ Kellie's Castle

After they went back to KL on wednesday, I was slacking at home. Oh ya, I received 3 calls asking me to go for interviews which mean I have to attend 3 interviews in KL next week. The time was quite well-arranged coz I am having one interview per day from monday to wednesday. OMG, INTERVIEWS? Do I have to start working so soon? OMG OMG

Anyway is a good start for me =) Start to miss my uni life right now. When I went to some departmental store to buy my formal shirt and skirt for my interview session, I was like, 'OMG, I really have to wear this kind of aunty skirt and aunty slack?' I wanna wear mini skirts and short pants with T-shirt and sandals or sport shoes? Not high heels? Eeeee, imagine I have to wear the formal dress from 9-5? and wearing the high heel shoes. Aiks!!!!!

You know what? I really couldn't wear anything for long -.- Just bought a pair white gold earrings last week and it was spoilt? So sad =( I like tat pair of earrings so so much =(

Guess that's all for my post for today. Seem like more and more people start to read my blog right now. Hehe, quite impressed when I saw that. Do tag before you leave. Really appreciate it.

2009-05-14T21:54:00.029+08:00

I was so so tired and exhausted for the past 2 days so did not have time to blog. Where was I? I went to shop at several malls in the past 2 days. Ya, you know I am lazy to write a long long post. So pictures are showed below: XD

Shopping day 1

ShiLin's Tempura

Nyonya's Chee Cheong Fun

LOLS? Lame hor?

YAY! Some lame act again =x We did it at toy departmant @ parkson, 1U

Crispy Poppiah

Soya Bean with Chocolate Tang Yuan

Both of them were exhausted after a whole day of shopping -.-

Roti Hawaii @ SS2 Murni, you will get addicted????

Shopping Day 2
@ Federal Hotel

They were playing Street Fighters???

Revolving restaurant @ Federal Hotel

RM9 Ice lemon tea but not nice at all =x

Fish and Chips

Nice shot right? HAHA

Taste like Pan Mee de spaghetti

Bread bread bread =x

@ Shogun, 1U

The buffet was kinda worth it. Like bout rm25 for each person? Coz they are doing the promotion right now. 50% for lunch. Don't know why the staff there don't allow me to take pictures =x But who cares? LOLS, i still managed to take some photos there =x

HAHA. I know the food are tempting =x But after 2 days of shopping, I am damn tired now and I stay at home for whole day today. Gonna back to sg long tomorrow and prepare to move my stuff out =( Last day there =(

Shall end my blog here!

2009-05-12T23:51:00.036+08:00

Yay! Finally finished my last test of my entire uni life yesterday. It doesn't matter how was my test anymore coz I am free from test. yay！！！

Went to a western food restaurant at mahkota cheras to have our farewell dinner. Pictures are shown below:

Haha, yaya, i know we looked so tired! Coz most of us did not sleep one day before the test =x HAHA. I don't think we will have chance to take pictures together again. =( Miss ya everyone! All the best to everyone of you!!

2009-05-10T20:38:00.009+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

This must be a very unforgettable mother's day. One day before the last test of mine. What am I doing? Yaya, you're right! I am slacking. SDO-ing with my two brothers and my best buddy? RC-ing?? LOLS

Oh ya, my brother cooked our lunch today. Not some fancy dishes BUT MEE SEDAP!!!! -.- means magee mee. But i told him it was the tastiest magee mee that I have never had. LOL.

Wondering where we had our dinner for mother's day? Well, we went to this western food restaurant that was advertised in the newspaper.The food was not nice =x The service was not good either. When we reached there, we were told that there are only fish and spaghetti. Since it was advertised in the newspaper, many people went to that restaurant too.

But to us, it was the happiest dinner ever. Coz we entertained ourselves there, playing with the raw green peas, looking at the others customers' expressions when they waited for more than one hour to have their dinner.

Here are the pictures on what we were doing in that restaurant

I brought my so-called 'notes' to study

My cheesy sausage? Where's the cheesy part?

My brother's masterpiece =x We know we are LAME =x

I waited for one hour for this vanila milkshake. My brother said they shaked all the way from the rooftop to the floor -.-

HAHA. That's all. Shall end my blog here!! =x

2009-05-09T16:20:00.003+08:00

Luckily i browse thru my blog today and found that something wrong with it. I made some mistakes on the html code and all my entries were gone. Haha lucky thing I manage to settle it =)

Waiting for my last test to come. It falls on monday afternoon and I hope monday can come as soon as possible!!! The weather here is so damn hot. I am so envy those who are having their winter now. We are so hot and yet you all are so cold!!!Freezing somemore?!?!?! ARGH!!!

Nothing much to blog today. I think I shall end my blog here!! =)

2009-05-07T10:19:00.005+08:00

Bout 3 days I never update my blog. Reason being is I was preparing for my third paper of my last semester. Well, quite some numbers of them said it was an easy paper but for me was not up to my expectations. The first time ever that when I went into the examination hall and glanced through the paper, my mind was stuck. Even those easy and main points also I couldn't remember. What happened to me? Seems like I am really having great trouble in this semester -.-

Well, forget bout it since it already happened. Again rush back to ipoh after my paper yesterday. Just don't feel like staying at that stress place. Notes and notes and notes everyday. Plus when I see all of them finished their test. my heart is like 'OMG OMG, when will be my turn?' But my cousin always console me saying that this is my last test. No more test anymore. They still have plenty of papers waiting for them next semester? Haha, that's really a good way of consoling me =x

Just browsed through my facebook's profile and saw my friend's display was something like 'sad case in sg long'. When I browsed through her comments, I found out that the mamak we used to go for 'yamcha' session was no longer there. I think is because of the place they were operating was illegal and do not follow certain rules. First thing in my mind is I haven't get the chance to take any photos from there and it is now closed down. OMG, that's part of my memories in sg long.

Some random pictures on what I was doing one day before the taxation test =)

My beloved candies =)

RC-ing with my notes there? LOL

2009-05-03T18:43:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps, here I am again. Haha, I know sometimes I am lame, the way I talk, the way I act or even the way I behave. But =x I enjoy being lame sometimes. Ya ME the lamer =x

So frustrated with the stupid skype today. Skype is supposed to be a place where we can chat on mic with our friends especially those in overseas without having a single charge. It is meant to be some kind of communication tools but not a speed dating tool? When you appearing offline, your friends will never know that you are there. But when you appear online, those stupid strangers will approach you. Nonstop miss-calling you or worst still, asking for SEX TALK? WHAT THE HELL??? So angry when I saw that. TALK WHAT LA TALK!!! SO DESPERATE HUH??? I hate skype and I swear I won't on it anymore unless is necessary!!!

Lonely, I Mr. Lonely, I have nobody~~~~ Lalala! Suddenly this song popped out from my mind HAHA

A random random post for today. =)

2009-05-02T21:52:00.002+08:00

Same old thing. I have been slacking again for whole day. I PROMISED NOT TO SLACK ANYMORE! i know you all won't have much chances to tell me to 'study hard'. Coz this will be the last test of mine and I am entering another stage of life.

I was depressed because of certain matters but after i figured out the solution, I feel really better now. People may say, do not look backward, look forward instead. But sometimes when I look backward and found out some memories that I had, some happy moments or some delightful matters, I will feel like there's someone who are always inspiring me in my lives.

Looking back at my previous blog, I found out something. The way I write in my blog seems to be different? I do hope by blogging my english will not deprove. Browsing at the previous entries, reading at what have I been doing for the past two years made me feel like I am really growing up, both physically and mentally. And and and, I browsed through some of my previous photos. EEEyerrrrr, I look damn damn damn damn ugly =x No wonder people will say i look like an 30-year-old aunty.

Suddenly feel like blogging up photos of my childhood. Wonder how I look like when I was small? Just be patient. Wait till I am free I am going to blog it up for everyone of you.

I begin to like my blogspot more and more. I do not know how to use bombastic english and those instinct descriptive word to write my blog. My english may be a little bit rotten but I think you all can understand what am I writing right? Not too bad right? Haha, anyway, your comments are always welcomed and I hope everyone who read will actually tag =) I appreciate that! HAHA

As promised, I will start my studies now! SHALL END MY BLOG HERE! BYE PEEPS XD

2009-05-01T22:02:00.002+08:00

Back to Ipoh yesterday after finished my second paper. Oh gosh, i bet yesterday was my worst paper that I have never had for my entire university life. It was so sucks. I was actually trembling one night before the test and felt like things were totally screwed up.

It was right. I went to the examination hall and I was like, 'wtf? what is all this about?' Sorry for being rude here. But that was what in my mind. No choice, have to force myself to attempt all the questions. I even made some very silly mistakes on those easy question. Bout those tough questions, it was badly done.

OMG, i think I have a very high possibility that I will fail the test. I am failing in this very last semester? OMG =.= I really couldn't imagine myself paying RM100 and sitting for the supplementary paper!!! ARGH! Ya, you are right! I really did not put in much effort. Was slacking on the 2 days before the test. I deserve it right? -.-
But anyway, still praying that I can actually pass the test =x

I wonder what happened to my backbone. So pain man! Maybe I have the wrong sitting posture. But all the while I am sitting for the same style? How can the pain suddenly come to me at this point of time? Well, phrase for today, SIT STRAIGHT!!

I am quite hardworking recently right? I update my blog almost every day. Should really keep it up =)

Let me show you what I was doing one day before the test next time. Bet you all will say "Yue Wen, you deserve to fail your test!" LOLS

Shall end my blog here

2009-04-29T22:42:00.002+08:00

Perhaps this will be an EMO blog. So stress up when I am preparing for tomorrow test. Staring at the notes and seems like I know nothing. Time is getting closer and closer and yet I still have tonnes of unfinished reading. This is the first time that I feel that should I give up? Just sleep and enter the exam hall tomorrow?

Where are all my motivators? Why is it all my motivators seems like demotivating me today? ARGH!!!! SHALL END MY BLOG HERE!!!

2009-04-28T15:00:00.007+08:00

Since I don't really have the mood to study now, here I am now to blog. Something aroused me and it made me lost my total concentration on studies. It may sound serious but I just couldn't concentrate. Why is this kind of thing always happen right before my test?

Fine, just forget bout those things. Told you all I am addicted with the game restaurant city right? Here are some of the pictures.

Well, shall end my blog here

2009-04-27T20:21:00.002+08:00

Yay! Finally finish one paper today! Three more to go. Next paper will be on Thursday. 2 more days for me to finish on the subject I haven't even start to read. Erm, bout today's paper, not well done but not badly done as well. Should be moderate i guess. Coz some of the questions I don't really know the answer and I was like blowing water? LOL. I hope it did bring me some marks. Was quite nervous 2 hours before the test coz I seem to know nothing. Thanks for cheering me up and encouraging me before I enter the examination hall. It did help me alot!!

Mentioned at my previous entry that I was addicted to the facebook game, pet society right? Now even worst, addicted to another one, Restaurant City. Seems like many of us addicting to the same game right? Oh my gosh, why am I playing games during the exam period? Is like my daily routine now to open both applications before I start doing my revision. Well, hope that I do have enough time to play, to study, to watch drama and to sleep as well.

Sitting on the study table, staring on my room and bed, and I start to think, 2 more weeks and I am moving out from here. Remembered last time when we said how much we hate sg long, sg long is the black and white world and now, I am moving out from this which we known as the 'rural' area and I have been here for 3 years, OMG, I think I will miss sg long. How it changes in this 3 years, which stores and stops open and close off, my supper chee cheong fun, our yam cha session at station 2 etc etc =( OMG OMG. I will really miss this place.

Haha, no more grandma story. Shall end my blog here. I think when I have the inspiration I will post an entry on the title of 'Sg Long' LOLS. Bye peeps =)

2009-04-25T15:00:00.047+08:00

I am back to KL so that I can concentrate on my study for my first test on monday. Seriously I need some motivation from someone so that I can really study. Or perhaps some scoldings or some encouragement?

While I am slacking now, I am going to post some photos on my trip to Malacca with my housemate as well as some pictures on our last day of uni.

Malcacca Trip

Our Last Day in UTAR

Photos on our trip to langkawi will be uploaded at my next blog entry. Shall end my blog here and back to study =x

2009-04-23T16:48:00.002+08:00

Same old thing. Had been slacking for the past few days as well. No choice coz I am those who like to burn mid-night oil. Since there are still few days before the test.

Discussed something with my friend on the different religions. Well, this may be a sensitive issue to discuss but lucky thing both of us still could handle it well. As for the content of our discussion I shall not disclose it over here.

Again again, I am addicted to pet society. Thanks to both my brothers -.- Everyday I have to spend some time to visit all my friends' houses to earn money. OMG 109 friends to visit every day? -.-

Going back to KL tomorrow and I hope I can really start to concentrate. Why can't I just work a little bit harder for the last test of mine in the uni? LOLS. I may need some motivation from here and there.

I just couldn't stop myself from consuming spicy and sour food. I adore asam laksa, tomyam, sushi and spicy spicy food. But poor thing is my stomach cannot accept such food. After consuming them my beloved friend, mr. gastric will come and visit me. But is just irresistible. I just can't control. I rather eat and suffer the pain later! -.- Ya, same thing happening to me now. Having gastric after having asam laksa just now.

Remember 黄明志? here he comes again with his new rap song, 周杰倫的屌.

http://namewee.blogspot.com/2009/04/blog-post_21.html

No offense. Just to share with everyone of you =)

2009-04-21T10:34:00.003+08:00

OMG. My blog is so DEAD!!! No choice, without photos I don't really know what to write. I think a blog will look nicer with pictures and photos in it.

Finally my last day of uni life ended on last Thursday after 2 or 3 weeks of different class activities that went on like marathon. Morning attended classes, afternoon had our lunch for at least 2 to 3 hours (coz we spent our time chit-chatting), night we went out again. Either had our dinner together or went somewhere else. Genting has been one of our favorite places to hang out since they claimed that the weather was hot and some of them really like to visit Uncle Lim's casino and get pocket money from him. LOLS

Less than one more week to our last semester first final examination paper. As usual, I have been slacking since I am in ipoh.I have been enjoying my days by going shopping, watching drama, playing facebook games, etc etc.

OH ya oh ya, I addicted to facebook games, influenced by both my younger brothers. Even in my dream also I am thinking of that game and not my final test that is just around the corner.

Well, shall end my blog here and start my studies soon =) Good luck for all who are having their final test soon! ALL THE BEST!

2009-04-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

As promised, pictures on all my class activities will be posted! I think i m going to post the most recent one first.

Genting trip

2009-04-12T18:20:00.010+08:00

This will be on a gathering at 21 Century Cafe near Kajang

2009-04-09T13:16:00.002+08:00

Ya, I admit my blog is abit dead dead d. But this is still the place where I can express my feelings. I do hope every reader will tag but just forget about it. As long as it is still a place for me to express my feelings i don't really mind.

I am kinda frustrated right now because of something arousing me. I don't wanna get myself involve but is just uncontrollable. Things cannot be divided equally. There is for sure some kind of biases around. Sometimes not to have high expectation will make your life better, easier and more comfortable. Shall put yourself into this kind of mind-set. You will really feel better.

Again I was expressing my feelings. No offense though.

After some expression of feelings, shall post some pictures on our class gathering to 21st Century at Kajang. We have been organizing more and more activities for our last two weeks in our uni life. I will miss you guys! =(

2009-04-06T23:27:00.002+08:00

In the middle of copying my notes, suddenly I have the mood to blog. Wondering where have I been for the past two weeks?

Life is kinda busy. Busy not in the case that I have tons of homework but busy with all sort of activities. First was the sing-k session with my fellow classmates, UTAR career fair and followed by the 4 days 3 nights langkawi trip. 2 more weeks left before we end all our lectures and tutorials. I guess all of you will gonna play and enjoy till the max.

Well, pictures on the above activities will be uploaded as soon as I have the complete set of photos. I will not describe all the activities in details simply because "A Picture Worth a Thousand Words". LOLS.

Sometimes I don't really like to be in the intense environment where no one will response or people will just ignore you. This is simply not what I want. Being in this kind of situation will make you more indecisive. Is it so hard to just answer a 'yes'? or a 'no'? What does it means when you remain silent? I don't think you have such a big power that people must beg you to open your golden mouth right? Seriously I need at least a response from you!

Again, whenever people is looking for you, there will sure be something. Either bringing you good news or bad news or neither! Whether you are sincere or not, sometimes a simple 'thank you' will do. It shows how much you appreciated what I have done for you.

There is this kind of weird feeling where sometimes I feel that it is getting apart from me and yet this kind of feeling will get closer to me sometimes. Anyway, should end my blog here! To be continued =)

2009-03-24T22:35:00.017+08:00

Since I am quite lazy to actually write a blog, i will be posting more pictures.

Went to Genting as the support team yesterday. Not to support any competition but to spiritually support my friends who went in to Casino since I am still not 21 years old. Pictures below showed that we were slacking at Starbucks, Genting

Housemate gathering with delicious dinner prepared by my cousin

Chicken nugget that tastes like 'Muruku' =x

Some overdue pictures
We went to midvalley for bowling before we watched the movie 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button'. Not to forget someone treated us for dinner. LOLS

Our noob noob scores =x

One week before the chinese new year we went 'lou sang'. Here was our yee sang:

UTAR Ball Night

2009-03-20T20:33:00.009+08:00

UTAR Ball (Enchanting night)

International Business Presentation (Nestle in France)

2009-03-20T20:22:00.007+08:00

International Business Presentation (Nestle in France)

2009-03-20T19:50:00.002+08:00

I have been so busy for this past two weeks that I don't really have the time to update my blog. Finally I am a bit free now and here I am to blog today.

Gonna summarize what I was doing for the past two weeks. It was all because of a presentation and perhaps this will be the most unforgettable presentation that I have never encountered. We were presenting Nestle in France and we have to dress up like the French and present all the culture of France. Gonna upload the pictures on the presentation soon. We learned a lot from this presentation and we did enjoy the process of preparing the presentation.

I attended the ball night organized by my uni and it was a great day coz it was the first and last dinner that I attended with my classmates before we graduate. Time flows fast and in another 1 more month we are graduating. This is really the time to think of what are we gonna do after we graduate. Study? Work? or Others?

This is not gonna be a long blog. Shall end my blog here!

2009-03-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

Life can say to be not so smooth here since there are few things bothering me at the same time. I am spending money like the flow of water. I don't even know when I spent them off. Perhaps I shall really stay at home and not more outing for me.

There is this one thing that I used to care and mind but starting from now onwards I shall do everything according to my way. Not to let this thing to affect my feelings anymore. I have already try my best and it seems to remain as an unsolved question. So the only way is not to care and put in any effort anymore.

Sometimes sorry really doesn't mean everything. What for saying sorry but you are not sincere enough? What for begging someone to forgive you but you never even know the fault that you have done?

Seriously, the current problem for me is how am I going to handle with the screwed-up life with rumors spreading all around the world? Problem that have not been encountered for the past few years suddenly popped out in front of me. How I wish I can write all my problems in a piece of paper and burn them off?

2009-02-26T20:27:00.002+08:00

I swear I am going to write a long long blog today to express everything. Yay~ I love this place where I can actually shout everything here.

Ya, here I am to blog! But what to blog? That's really a good thing to ask. I have not back to Ipoh for more than 3 weeks because of the sickening life here. I really hope it is going to end soon. 7 more weeks to go!!

I am just being so over-reacting sometimes in the sense that I don't really know what am I doing. Being emotional sometimes or even being moody is also what I am. But whenever I feel depressed, there are always some places for me to hide, to stay away from my problems. That will be my little heaven.

Whenever I am pissed with someone, I hope that there is always a mean for me to seek revenge from that person. I don't know what happened but in this particular week, many people really pissed me off. Probably they themselves won't even know bout that till the days they die but deep in my heart, I hope they will discover it one day later. When I am getting mad, I really feel like listing the namelist down.
I.e.:
Who pissed me for this particular week
1. ABC
2. XXX

Reasons of pissing me off
1. XXX
2. XXX

That will be great if I can do something like this. Perhaps I shall list down the name in my private blog instead.

This is not gonna be the previous one which is about how I spent my days. People may think that I am mad. They may be wondering what the hell am I doing?

OMG Suddenly something really driving me crazy. Shall end my blog here!

2009-02-21T19:55:00.003+08:00

Wanted to blog but kinda lazy so this will be a short n brief blog. My life this week is kinda enjoyable coz I was not at home most of the time.

Monday
Finished my lessons at 5pm and went out for 'yumcha' session with my classmates to discuss bout our graduation trip.

Tuesday
Went to midvalley to play bowling and watch movie. I don't really like the movie 'The curious case of Benjamin Button' coz it kinda too long to me.

Wednesday
One day trip to Malacca.

Thrusday
Stay at home studying for my mid-term test on Friday

Friday
Was supposed to slack at home but went to PJ at night by bus to meet my friend over there.

Saturday
Here I am sitting to write this post after completing some homework.

Shall end my blog here!

2009-02-17T10:18:00.009+08:00

2009-02-16T19:41:00.011+08:00

What have I done for the last whole week? Gonna conclude it in my post today! Came back from Ipoh on Monday morning and completed my unfinished task here.

Tuesday was a tough day for me where I did not sleep for the whole night. Not playing or chit-chatting with my friends but I spent the time to complete my thesis. Well, Tada! Finally it was done and the pictures below are what my groupmates and I were busy doing for the past one year.

Gonna take this opportunity to thank my groupmates for being so cooperative with me for this past one year!!!

Went to look out point near Hulu Langat yesterday and this were the photos taken there.

Short and sweet blog =) Shall end my blog here! Pictures on valentines in maple will be uploaded soon =)

2009-02-09T20:13:00.003+08:00

I promised to stay happy and do not feel upset anymore. Well, I am trying my very best and things just turn out to be fine today! They are the one who gonna face the unsolved matters.

Since Valentines is around the corner, I would like to share this to everyone of you. I took it from a e-mail forwarded by my friend to me!

女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

ps: seems like I am helping the guys over here =x

Shall end my blog here! Hope you all enjoy the last day of CNY!!

2009-02-08T21:13:00.003+08:00

Again it was a frustrated day for me. I just couldn't know the reason why am I being so unreasonable and frustrated this few days. The way I acted may dismay a lot of friends or even family of mine indirectly. This few days I have been acting as if I am the one asking for trouble.

While I am writing this blog, suddenly something pops out from my mind and I finally figure out why am I feeling so depressed and frustrated for this past few days. The fact is I am not the one who are having the problems. Just that 'they' are the one who affect me indirectly. Sounds weird right? Anyway,I hope 'they' can solve their matters as soon as possible and back to the normal state.

Sorry for being unreasonable this few days and thanks everyone for cheering me up! Whenever I feel sad, you are the one who stay beside me and cheer me up. You are the one who brighten my life. Thanks for your silly and lovely jokes! Thanks for your encouragement and thanks for everything that you have brought to me!

Well peeps, I am back to normal now!!! No more frustration and no more depression! I am gonna enjoy my life to the max and strive hard for my last semester in UTAR!! I will not waste my time thinking of unrealistic and nonsense anymore! Once again, thanks everyone for tolerating with my misbehave attitudes for the past few days! I love you all!!

I am feeling so great right now. This is one of the most satisfied entries of mine!! All the best to everyone! :)

Pictures time

2009-02-08T15:29:00.003+08:00

2009-02-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

Many of you may be wondering what my previous post mean. Well, to be frank, I don't really know what it meant for. Those were just some hidden feelings in my heart where I wanna express it out.

Nothing much that I have done during this weekend. Oh ya, I am attending a ball night organized by my uni during March and I am still deciding on what dress to put on. Anyone have any ideas or suggestions for me? One more month to go and I am quite looking forward to it since this is the first and last ball night that I am going to spend with my uni mates before our graduation.

My last semester in uni is ending soon and I am still deciding whether to work or to further my studies. I told most of my friends that I am going to further my studies elsewhere but there are still a lot of considerations. Where to study? What to study? How long will it take to finish my studies? How much will it cost for a study programme? and etc.

Shall end my blog here!

2009-02-06T18:55:00.002+08:00

I hope blogging can really be the best way to express all my feelings. Again, looking back at my previous entries, I feel that I am like writing primary essays? What the heck am I writing actually? -.-

Sometimes the more I wanna get it, the higher chance that I am gonna lost it. So the lesson learned is not to put so much hope on what you really desire for. The same theory applies whenever you couldn't find some missing stuffs of yours. The moment u stopped searching for it, it will gonna appear right in front of you.

Well, I swear I am not going to repeat the same thing again. Whenever it appears, I am just gonna shoo it out from my mind. No point thinking of things that are unrealistic because the one who did it will gonna get it! And yes, don't try to humiliate me! I just couldn't stand it.

I am really accept the fact that it's gone and try not to think about it anymore.

Shall end my blog here! Well, you're right, Louis! 船到桥头自然直！！I am going to face it =)

2009-02-03T16:57:00.002+08:00

Back from Ipoh yesterday after my CNY celebration but it was unlucky day for me. I went out to KL and when I came back from KL, i found out that my phone was lost. I dunno whether someone took it or i dropped it somewhere. But the lucky thing was I took my sim card out d. I miss my phone so much that I even dreamed of finding it back last night. Well, anyway, thanks for everyone who consoled me.

I am still feeling moody right now. Part of it is because I lost my phone and I don't really know another part of it. Maybe is because I am still having new year holidays feeling where I can sleep whole day at home.

OMG, again I feel that my english level is deproving. I can feel that there are grammar mistakes but I just couldn't know how to modify it.

Shall end my blog here =x

Maple during CNY

2009-02-03T10:04:00.008+08:00

2009-01-30T20:53:00.002+08:00

Thought of updating my blog few days ago but I just don't have the mood to do it. Finally I have some inspiration in my mind and here I am to blog today.

First of all, Happy Chinese New Year to everyone~~~ Hope you all enjoyed your CNY celebration. My celebration for this year is kinda simple. So nothing much to blog bout my CNY celebration.

My life is totally screwed up now. Feeling so uneasy this few days, both physically and mentally. I feel unwell but I just couldn't figure out what's wrong with me. Looking at the stack of homework and assignments that I am having with me, I really feel helpless. How am I going to survive for this last semester?

Plenty of unsolved questions in my mind that are all waiting for me to handle. How I wish a strong wind can just blows all my unsolved problems away =x

2009-01-18T12:31:00.000+08:00

My last post was on January 9th, Friday. Erm, it was like 1 weeks ago? Well, I was quite busy this few days since skol reopen. Busy in the sense that I don't really have time to touch my computer. All I did for the past week was thesis-ing.

I am sure this will be a busy semester for me. Presentations, assignments, thesis~~~~

Short and sweet. Shall continue next time =)

2009-01-09T22:13:00.002+08:00

Spent two days in Sg Long watching drama and tidying my house. Never even step out from my house door except for dinner.

When something comes, it is just irresistible. By hook or by crook you will gonna get it. But when you having it, you will find that particular thing actually doesn't suit you at all. There are just alot of dilemmas in our life. No worry my dear readers, just to express my feeling and what am I thinking right now.

I think things are changing from day to day. I may have to adapt to the new environment or new things around me. I am just gonna stay tough and be strong and not to be an extraordinary person. Being extraordinary is just gonna ruin everything i guess.

Anyway, hope that I have chosen the right path which leads me to the brighter side of my future. Thanks everyone for being with me!!! I love you all =)

Oh ya, one important that I have to tell everyone here!! I no longer addicting to maple d. Not like last time where I have to log in everyday. What happened to me? Wahaha. Is it something good? But I am addicting to hong kong drama series nowadays. Should be better than addicting to maple i guess =x

Well, shall end my blog here! School gonna reopen in 2 more days. May God bless me and give me all my luck for my last semester in UTAR!! XD

2009-01-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

Back to KL yesterday but spent one day shopping and bought plenty of stuffs for CNY celebration =x Yay~ But going bankrupt soon coz kind of over budget =x Waiting for someone to sponsor me so money and messos too =)

Came back to Sg Long and started my thesis =x Trying hard to finish our thesis as soon as possible.

Nothing much to blog. Shall end my blog here !!!

2009-01-05T20:27:00.002+08:00

I am supposed to start to modify my thesis now and yet I am still watching drama. Reason being is i don't feel like touching anything related to my studies.

Lotsa things in my mind right now. Although school not reopen yet, I already have plenty of work waiting for me to be done. Tossed and turned on my bed last night, counting those uncompleted task =(

I think this is gonna be a tough year and busy life for me. May God Bless Me!!

2009-01-04T11:47:00.003+08:00

From today onwards, I am going to blog more often =x Sorry readers for not blogging for the past two months =x

School reopening in one more week time. New time table released and yay, we don't have classes on friday, which means we can have 3 days holidays!!!

OMG, one more month to hand up our thesis =x JYJY all =) It is gonna be the last semester of my uni. Study smart, work hard and play hard my friends =)

Well, blog is supposed to be the place where we share with everyone what we have been doing or to express everything out in the written form. But i seem to be twisting and turning my thing before blogging it out. What happened to me actually?

New year, new semester and new hope! All the best to everyone of u! May all ur wishes come true!

Shall end my blog here =)

Picture time

2009-01-04T11:40:00.012+08:00

Here will be some pictures that I took with my friends in maple =)

Merry Xmas!!!!

What I have been doing for the past two months

2009-01-04T11:15:00.003+08:00

OMG, looking back at my last post, it was like 2 months ago? OMG OMG. I guess this is gonna be a long long blog that I will share with you all what I have been doing for the past two months.

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone of you! Welcome to 2009!

My last post was around middle of November. Erm, that time i should be busy playing maple and leveling since i finished all my assignment. Oh ya, during my last post i was level 116 and NOW, lalala~ I AM LEVEL 126!!! yay~ I am finally a bishop after 3 years of mapling. Most of them need at most 1 year to reach 120 and yet i used 3 years. OMG OMG! Besides, I loot-ed my Zakum helmet as well =) yay~ Gratz to myself!!!!

Well, during the beginning of December 2009, I should be busy preparing for my final test which falls on 10th and 12th December if I have not mistaken. The first paper was alright since what we studied came out but the second paper was a bit miserable coz the questions were tricky. Anyway, I passed the both subjects =)

I came back to Ipoh on 13th December, spent my time at home with my family and my beloved computer. Most of the time i was watching drama or mapling.

On 22th December 2008, we went down to KL to do some shopping and headed to JB on 23th Dec. We spent our Christmas eve in Orchard road, Singapore. Well, it was crowded over there and the decoration over there was nice. However, it was not as crazy as what we had expected. People over there were just staring among each other.

We headed down to KL on 31st Dec to celebrate New Year eve as Jalan Bukit Bintang. We had a great time over there coz the people there were playful enough. We bought the party sprayer and sprayed at each other and even to all the strangers over there.

I attended my cousin's wedding dinner on 1st of January 2009 at KL Hilton. It was a grand ceremony and great live performance by both the symphony orchestra and chinese orchestra. Well, you all should guess how much each table cost =x Shouldn't mention it over here =x

Back to Ipoh on 2nd of January and here I am to tell all of you what I have been doing for the past 2 months =)

2008-11-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

I had a wonderful weekends spending all my time with my family!!! I enjoy my life in Ipoh. Here I can do whatever I want =)

Well, this 2 days my mood was extremely good, probably is because I am home sweet home. LOL

Watched a Hong Kong movie by the name of 'La Lingerie'. By looking at its chinese name you will think that it must be a 18SX movie but instead the movie was quite touched. I cried at somewhere at the end of the movie. I think I am the only silly one who cried coz all my friends said that it was a funny movie and they were all wondering why I cried. Anyway, overall it was a nice movie for me except that there were some part that I feel it was abit nonsense =x

Let me share some silly thing bout me. I don't really like people to buy me flower as gift no matter the person is my bf or even my close friend. Coz for me receiving flowers is something embarrassing. People may be very proud of themselves when they receive a big bouquet of flowers but for sure I am not that one =x Haha, so readers, don't ever buy me flowers as gift ya =)

I am so excited bout lot of things. Waiting impatiently for my holiday, waiting impatiently for the next year to come and at last waiting impatiently for my convocation. Wondering how my convocation will be =x Am I really graduating next year May? Wow, really can't imagine bout that. =)

Shall end my blog here! All the best to my friends =)

2008-11-14T09:09:00.002+08:00

Finally submitted all the assignment and finished all the presentations =) The next thing that we have to work on is our thesis and also our final test =)

Well, Sg Long is no longer a safe place. Lots of criminal cases took place here. For those who are living here, please be extra careful =x

Spent most of my time at home this week since I don't really feel like going out =x

Short and sweet blog~ Shall end my blog here =x

2008-11-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

Emo-ing!!! Please keep away from me! LOL

Having headache and stomach pain at the same time!!! ARGH!!!!

Maple is treating me badly. I wanna hunt poison mushroom but I just couldn't get it after I hunt few hours with my dar!! Is just a poison mushroom? GM, Please drop me one?

Someone made my day today!! Thanks!

Since I am emo-ing, I don't really know what to write. Shall end my blog here.

I will keep my promise. Don't regret ya~

2008-11-04T09:35:00.002+08:00

Sorry Readers!! Was busy with my work this few days and that's the reason I never update my blog.

Last monday I went to my friend's house for Deepavali celebration. That was the first time that I visited friend's house during Deepavali. Her mum served us with lots of delicious home-made biscuits as well as some home-made dishes like curry mutton and curry chicken.

Watched High School Musical 3 on last Tuesday. Received a few different comments from my friends where some of them said that too much singing inside the movie, some enjoyed the singing part, and some enjoyed watching at Troy Bolton. For me, I feel that the movie was not bad overall.

Wednesday onwards I was rushing my assignment. Doing some finalizing and editing task for our group assignment.

Went to a warehouse sales organized by Club 21 on Friday. It was supposed to be a nice time for us to do shopping. But we was cheated by the advertisement. The advertisement was telling that there was 90% discounts on the branded products but the price even after discounts need bout few hundreds. When you look at the price before discounts, you will get shocked! Thousand plus? three thousand plus? LOLS

For my weekends, I spent almost all the time mapling =x I am climbing the stairs to level 120. Level 116 now and 4 more levels to bishop!!! Wait for me plsssssssssssss~~~

Will try my best to update my blog more regularly =) Shall end my blog here! Gambateh to all who is having the midterm test tomorrow!

2008-10-24T09:38:00.002+08:00

Spent another week in Sg Long. Was quite busy for this whole week since I have to finish one of the part of my thesis. Well, finally it was done at 4am this morning. I hate doing citations and references where we have to search high and low for the author of the journal articles. It took me quite some time to relocate the citation -.-

The time is kinda packed during short semester. Assignments and midterm are approaching, and worst still we have to do presentation in every tutorials.

Shall end my blog here~ Dilemma~ Dilemma~ Dilemma~